Anti-semitism and Conspiracy Theory

While i am wading through “spiritual information” or opinions and “conspiracy theories” i have found language like “The Jews” used and honestly its turning me off.

While i don’t agree with the mass genocide that is happening in Palistine, I am not at the same time going to discriminate against a whole people as if that represents everyone. In fact most of the jewish people i know are against what is happening in Palestine. But when i read/ watch information on say the Cabal or Hollywood ect people seem to kind of reduce these groups of people down to their race or heritage as if that is the whole people. And i must stand firm in my beliefs to respect all people as i run into this information or sentiments.

Wrapping this information (be it true or not) is dangerous as it is easy to brainwash people into feeling a particular way about a whole group of people and practice anti-semitism under the guise of conspiracy theory.

And these are white men doing this i noticed the most. And there is a tone about it that i don’t like. I am just trying to stay on top of the bullshit, and their is a lot of bullshit out there masked as information.

Not sure if others have felt this way about the conspiracy theory community. But im sensative and want to make sure my intentions are pure.

New Age and Appropriation

Yo the New Age spiritual community be killing me sometimes.

Like years back it was all about Native American culture and how sacred it is…… And everyone wanted to discover their native roots. Everyone was all of sudden decendants of a native american Cherokee princess or had some sweat lodge spirit journey. Get your turquoise necklace or earrings and boom. Its all gravey.

Then it was Buddhism. And finding your zen and wearing similar clothes. And Tibet and like eat pray love bullshit.

Then it was hinduism and yoga and veganism and meditation and aligning those chakras and now you have all these online Gurus making bank.

And now its like they are talking about 144k and the bloodlines of Jesus (what?! 😳). And the 12 tribes and the tribe of Judah and black diaspora. This includes both the exhalation and demonizing of Egyptian culture and its reltation to the bible or occult or whatever remixed belief system they follow.

Love and light that shit, smack the lable of God/source and some Arch Angels on that bitch with some occult bubble baths rituals and you got the New Age.

Like seriously the New Age is Columbusing the fuck out of different cultural spiritual beliefs for their own rewards and not giving a FUCK about the wellbeing of those cultures/people because the reality is probably just “too negative”.

Like these culture have done eons of work and preservation of their culture and people and practices only to have predominantly white New Agers come in and profit off that shit online.

Like FOR REAL?! Yall for real for real with this shit?

I see through it! Right through it.

You care about the tribe of judah then start giving a fuck about police brutality and the mass incarceration of black people and the inequitable economic injustices that have brought us here.

Im so done with the bullshit. I can not seperate the historical and political facts from the spiritual because spirituality have gotten these different cultures through PAIN. A pain some online guru wont understand in a colonized world.

They just get to pick what makes them feel good from each culture like its the flavor of the week and leave out the rest.

Might as well leave it all to the alien chasers. Shit they appropriating even Aliens races culture like the Aucturians. Lol like damn yall gentrifying space ….. Places we aint even been yet.

Idk. My friend sent me a video link (im not going to name it but if you really want the link just ask and i will post it in the comments) and this woman was talking about the purification of the bloodlines and twin flames that are not pure wont have babies. Like fuck that whole bitch. Pardon. I cuss a lot, i like it, its poetic for me.

Thats just more of that that puritan culture bullshit remixed. Like colonizers get to mix with almost every culture and then talk about who’s pure? So done with this shit. Like it really enragged me to the point i had to be honest with my friend about it.

Just sharing my thoughts. Im sure its not popular because we are just “one race” and thats the human race right? Tell that to the children at the boarder who are dying and the families who loved ones are dead due to the racist police.

Love and light on that shit! ✌

Targeted Individuals: 144k : Special? 🙏

I’m probably going to get some shit with this but I’ve ran through enough of the spiritual community and i will say this right now, people are out here playing on trends to get money or fame.

First it was like alien abductions and ghosts like back in the day right, then earth angels, past lives as kings and queens and gods or goddesses…. then lightworkers and indigo children then rainbow crystal children ……. Then it was starseeds alien dna. Then it was TWIN FLAME and holy union and once everyone jumped off THAT shit show of a bandwagon, its then 144k (God’s chosen) ….. And i mean yo! ….. Thats not naming all of the trends. With in the “awakened” community.

I have found that more men seem to be talking about the 144k than say women who spoke about twin flames.

Maybe im not impressed because im a regular degular ….. No special super powers other than a big mouth and some skepticism.

Like everyone running around here wanting to EXTRA EXTRA special. People out here thinking they are straight up prophets because of this 144k trend. But like 2 years ago people swore they were the goddess Isis in a past life….. Or Jesus and longing for their narcissistic twin flame to come into union.

Like dudes have you ever wondered if this is all the Devils LIES to fuck with your mind and inflate your ego?

I dropped COINS on “spiritual services”…… And honestly no one has fixed my situation….. But they took my money that is for sure. They may have UNDERSTOOD my situation being demonically targeted or a twin flame or whatever it is but no one was able to fix it and thats why i went to them. I didnt need a hug….. I needed for my body to stop burning! But these are lightworkers that are suppose to have special powers so why didnt it work?

Honestly the explanation that i heard about the 144k was that it was actually the innocent children that they killed looking for Jesus (here for the video). That made sense to me for some reason. That those children will rise up as like new angels and be in God’s spiritual army. But many think its the rapture of 144k and the current bloodline of the 12 tribes and like souls will be sucked out the body and sent up to heaven. Uuuuummmmm Idk. Im just saying. Children are special and to me it makes sense that the innocent children that were slain in the name of Jesus (Gods son) rise up as angels. But what do i know?

Honestly most of the people out here are DEEP in not just their ego but ALTER EGO. I mean if it gets you through the day to think past life you were Isis or Jesus or an Angel …alien… Ect i mean go for it, but recognize it for what it is. Honestly people always called me an Angel and i let that shit get to my head when these demons were attacking me.

So i am open to being wrong…… I honestly know for a fact these demons will play both sides. God, Devil, Alien, Angel, Goddess, telepathy, Government…… Whatever they can convince and confuse your ass with. Its a slippery slope playing with energies you dont REALLY understand or knowwhat they are. You don’t have the eyes to really see them. And if you do ….. The devil is a lie and illusions are real. I have seen the same beings (negative) turn into bright lights (which i think we associate with good ones) and have seen the same ones turn to the blackest black to hide in a corner. So….. What can you trust?

While I identify with the targeted individual community as a shared experience……. I am having a difficult time saying its because i am a Twin Flame or a Lightwoker or 144k. And i am not that paranoid to think its the government. I mean but if the government wants to watch me wipe my ass all day…… That’s their issue. I just need the dial turned down on the fryer.

A lot of that stuff is distractions from our eyes being on God and giving praise. I am not going to even lie….. Like im seriously struggling feeling stuck in the demonic torture situation and i talk aboit it a lot to cope. But im trying to talk myself out of the ego and the bullshit…. And just want to get back to joy and being of service to humanity and growing in God.

Just saying. Be careful out here. Keep it simple keep it pure.