Not to toot my own horn but I’m a decent person, I’ve always been a decent person. Maybe a couple of fuck ups….. but decent at the core. Loving and humanitarian…… and I just don’t get why I am being (demonic alien targeted) attacked like this.
There are terrible people out there doing terrible things. And like….. why aren’t they tortured? Maybe it would stop them…. why don’t they stop bad people? Instead I get persecuted for things I’ve never done or thought or indulged in.
I just don’t get it.
I was reading through a targeted individual group and it is sooooo sad what people are going through. It breaks my heart. One guy was screaming on camera about how they were burning him. Again I have no idea if this is alien, demon, government or my brain is really actually broken….. but the themes seem the same. That’s the odd part. The meds don’t work AT ALL, most just make me high or sleepy or numb but don’t take the experience away. So idk it leaves me to think it’s something else.
I’m really done with this phase of life. I want to move toward something better. I wanted a family, a job, a house, little comforts, Health….. now I’m not sure if that is possible. And I’m not getting any younger.
If it’s not gonna stop then I want to learn what the fuck is going on and why.
But I want a life.