Evil Bathroom. πŸšΏπŸ›πŸ›€πŸš½

The blue Demonic archon in the bathroom that I hit with the fire from my sage wand and his half way in a cabinet. Then another blue one showed up. And I sprayed them with salt water and then it turned in to 4 silver dollar size blue spot with white swirly smoke around it. Then it turned into a tube like shape where the circles where encased by the white smoke.

I have fucking idea what this shit is or how to get rid of it. I don’t want scare my family. And my crappy phone can’t take a picture. I might try with my moms iPhone. 

People keep saying maybe a portal opened. But like how or why!!! Like apparently most of them were sent “home” and were greatful as one healer said in an article this year. 

In a way because the evil darkness is lurking so heavy. ….. Preparing….. Waiting. I’m just wondering if there will be an event in NYC, just waiting to leech off of everyone’s fears.

I don’t know.

I just want this shit out! 

6 in my bedroom (one is an X shape) which is literally just a bed. 6 in the bathroom. One large one that is spliting into two in the dining room, one small in the kitchen, one in my living room closer to the TV. One in my moms room to the size. One clear fast one that moves around the house and then goes into my belly or back. That is all I have found so far and they do move. 

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Haunted House 😱🏒

So with being able to now see these demonic archon jelly blobs I see them around the house. 

First I notices 3-4 in the bathroom (one splits and then goes back), one large one in my dining room, and 3+ in my room (its dark so not easy to see). 

Today I noticed that there was one in the middle of my narrow New York City apartment kitchen. How I noticed is I was being a fat ass had some pizza that was too hot and then you know blew the heat off my mouth. But then I noticed a lot of steam. An abnormal amount so then took a step back and I used my eyes to to see and low and behold there was one right in my kitchen.

My only thing that has me questioning is placement of these things in my house. Like they are strategically placed at head level.  Even sitting down on the toilet. 

So what the fuck is really going on?!?

I mean I already knew I was being watched in a way, but now I’m not sure how or why or how to get rid of them. Or stop hearing them or seeing them. Cause most people don’t hear or see this shit. 

My guess is that my “schizophrenia” is maybe two or three in or aroubd my head.

That’s my guess. Since they can change shape and size more or less.

I really need help understanding this. I keep hitting a wall it seems on my own. 

Placebo Pills πŸ’ŠπŸ’Š

I’ve read from other people who started different medications that on average the meds kicked in either 3 months or over a year. 

So far I haven’t really took meds for that long and naturally over the year and a half. Not to say their isn’t some rough days. But it doesn’t seem much different than many that are on medication.

So for those who it took a year to see results. I wonder if they would have just relaxed for a while that the voices would have naturally calmed down or eliminated itself. 

Lucky. πŸ€

I have been dealing with this schizophrenic demonic archonic possession for about 2 years but 1 year of straight just laying down taking it easy and trying to just get a grip. Figure out what is happening to me. 

I realized that I’m pretty lucky that family has been extremely understanding. 

I know a lot of people become offended by “mental illness”, often forcing their views on to the person struggling. But for the most part they have allowed me space to figure this out on my own.

So I am grateful for my parents and family and the people I have met online. It helped me more than I can express. 

Active Prayer πŸ™

My aunt even told me that when she got sick (chronic fatigue), a few church members put hands on her and prayed. When one member checked up on her that asked if she was doing better. And my aunt responded honestly and said she did not feel better yet. 

The woman was almost offended and said that my aunt (who prays day and night) was not praying hard enough. My aunt didn’t feel well but still had her wits about her to not entertain a response. 

This “not enough” of ritualistic enactment has me baffled. When we are in the flow, our lives every step, becomes a prayer. The food we eat, the words we say, the thing we do, how we choose to interact and respond to the world. 

This is not to say we are perfect. But it is to say that we are aware, we are in peace and joy, thanks and praise.

This does not mean we turn the cheek to injustices to maintain our peace, but we respond to them from a clear mind and heart. Our peace brings peace to others. 

You are enough at every moment. Enough. 

At my uncle funeral my father said to me with tears in his eyes, “I’m not sure if I believe in God.”, I felt bad he was shaken in his human mortality. He is a nature guy. And my response was that “some people meet god at church, some meet god in nature.” His ethical and deep appreciation for nature, watching the shore lines change with his age. There is something special about that. He stared off. I’m not sure if my words stuck.

I later found out that my father had a huge problem with the church because they would beat them in chatholic school and he would excommunicated from another. The violence that he endured at school is the foundation with all things “spiritual” even incense. His feelings are valid. 

I mean even I could loose faith in a loving God through this whole demonic archonic jelly fish possession take over. But my faith was strengthened. I’m just not going to meditate/pray this many times a day and do this or that because I am enough. There is no excuse for this psychic/spiritual violence that I endure. Just as there is no reason my dad should have gotten a beaten from some nun for some mundane act.

They all serve to distract us from our faith. “Well if God was here this wouldn’t happen”, and at times this feels so true. But that is to keep us from our divinity. To keep us from the flow, in our active prayer and appreciation for Gods work.

And when are in appreciation of Gods work, we become creators too, inspired. God created the trees we carve a beautiful chair out of it (cutting down the rainforests aside). We become co-creators. Not destroyer’s of faith, the body, the mind, the family. We look to build each other up and have faith that in time…… Things will work out.

False Chakra Systems & Archon Possession πŸ‘½πŸ’šπŸ™…

There is nothing wrong with chakras. They are a beautiful way of understanding our body and being mindful. The fact that we used these “chakra” systems as a tool towards some fantasy enlightenment is maybe where we fucked up and allowed for the system to be taken over by “Achons”. This means its purest intent was twisted and used misinform the individual.

I honestly only felt 3. But this was the beginning of my attack. “Root, heart, third eye”, the beginning I felt a cool icy hot swirl over these area and I made the wrong assumption that my chakras were being “activated”. Soon after slowly….. I would start to feel others. Feet, crown, tummy, uterus and smaller ones on my ears and shoulders. 

What I would come to find out is that these “energy centers” were only being exported and the only imported would be pain, confusions, fear, lust, sadness.

I would find out later that that these “energy” centers my body feeling entities burrowing their energy/vibration into my cells. 

There is also an…….. A hierarchy to these Chakra Archonic entities. The Crown (hearing, thoughts ect) is the head honcho and all the other ones fall in line. The next in line is the third eye (vision, imagination and our real eyes), they play off of each other to act as one cohesive body.

This is a false chakra system to make you believe you are actually making progress when really your cells are probably vibrating lower, you are being distracted from truly being in alignment with yourself. 

Almost no belief system is free from the distraction of a false archon play. In Christianity it would be demonic possession or “voice of god” (crown). 

Again the information/belief is not wrong or pointless per say, its just being used against you so you unknowingly allow yourself to be taken control of.

Having your Crown Chakra blown up basically will feel like possession or schizophrenia. Paranoia starts in the third eye, images memories of the past or future causing anxiety.

Discernment is our greatest tool in this world. I can’t say it will stop an attack but at least we will know we are being attacked and its not some etheric magical enlightenment happening. 

“Twin Flame”: Entity attachment. πŸ˜±πŸ’”πŸ‘₯

It took some time. Some feeling around in the darkness. But it was confirmed, and is why many “healers” had a difficult time relieving me of this entity. 

Because there were two. 

Of course there are a few other ones I can see floating around the house that I have mentioned before. So far they come and go feeding off of me as they please. 

But the two main one, one I believe has been with me for a long time and the other I believe I picked up from my false “twin flame”.

The reason I believe this to be true is because the one that has been with me along time (and yes fuck you too) is way more subtle and quiet in its bullshit. The one from my ex is aggressive and psychotic and loud! Also knows his voice WAY too well and isn’t able to mimic others voice with such accuracy.

As much as I didn’t want this to be connected to my ex it is. He didn’t necessarily know he had one or passed it on consciously. If he did, that is for him to live with. But I want to believe people are inherently good. So…

I realized that I didn’t start hearing a very LOUD voice until I went to his house. So whatever is here now is both one that has been with me and one I got from being with him. 

It is a sad realization. 

That I suffer because I tried to show someone love and was rejected. I guess that is what made me an easy target. 

I do not blame him. But this just means we must be more conscious of how we treat each other. What emotions we play on.

I’ve done a lot of work to remove this. Nothing has worked fully. At night I am feed upon as much as I try to push them out of my cells with TRE Breath Work. Not sure how to do that with my brain  They always wiz on by. To feed off a negative emotion.

One truth discovered.

Still trying to figure out how to resolve this. 

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