Bitsa Tiro

Saw these words energetically in a photo of mine. I never heard of these words before I thought they might be from another language apparently they are English.

Bitsa means of no origin / ready to work according to urban dictionary.

Tiro mean beginner/ initiate

So. Whatever.

Creating Spaces: My Magic

So this popped up on my timeline from 2014. Prior to being attack. I have always had an installation arts. I love the idea of having “adult” spaces that brings out the inner child like wonderment. Where you can just be. Or not be.

I also was able to practice this a little bit running a farmers market. There were parameters to it but essentially it was about creating a fun, cultural, family like atmosphere around health.

We had live music, dance classes, cooking classes, gardening classes, tours, contests, giveaways, volunteering. Every Saturday you knew you were going to see a familiar and kind face. A friend. That was part of the magic, the give and the take. The interaction. People left with a bag full of beautiful organic vegetables but also left with memories …. skills…. feeling good.

So I always thought about these things in a grounded ways. I spent long nights before our 8am opening to make sure everything was perfect. That people were going to have a good time and those who were performing (vendors, artists, chefs, interns) had all the tools to do so.

Magic takes work. But it’s worth the memory.

I’m still interested in installation arts. But requires money space. I’ve already priced out one installation and it would cost a lot. Although when I’m not being harassed (rarely) I will mull over more cost effective materials but again with out going too far from my original dream. Mine. No one else’s.



It’s a great passion of mine. Especially after working on issues in this world where people and corporations are so ugly and greedy. You just need some beauty in your life.

Some day when these Entities leave.

Hell Matrix

First off fuck Winston Churchill for being a racist.

But I remember this quote popped up on my Facebook feed years ago. Encouraging me to wade through the struggles of capitalism and interpersonal relationships.

But little did I know it could be SO FUCKING REAL. Like shit …… I didn’t mean that shit literally.

Now I see demons and reptilians and shit all day. Hearing some voice that won’t shut up and desperately wants to be human but comes off as psychotic. It’s a lame existence.

Either way do you have a choice?

42 U.S. Code § 1983 – Civil action for deprivation of rights

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42 U.S. Code § 1983 – Civil action for deprivation of rights

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Every person who, under color of any statute, ordinance, regulation, custom, or usage, of any State or Territory or the District of Columbia, subjects, or causes to be subjected, any citizen of the United States or other person within the jurisdiction thereof to the deprivation of any rights, privileges, or immunities secured by the Constitution and laws, shall be liable to the party injured in an action at law, suit in equity, or other proper proceeding for redress, except that in any action brought against a judicial officer for an act or omission taken in such officer’s judicial capacity, injunctive relief shall not be granted unless a declaratory decree was violated or declaratory relief was unavailable. For the purposes of this section, any Act of Congress applicable exclusively to the District of Columbia shall be considered to be a statute of the District of Columbia.”

Make it clear to whoever is broadcasting they are in violation of the 4th and 5th by means of a third party translation. That even with that subsidiary they are liable for damages by law.


Say this in reply to them “War is peace, freedom is slavery and big brother is watching”

“the party prisoners seemed terrified of speaking to anybody and above all of speaking to one another”

Tell them to exit room 101

Now say “when the individual feels the community reels”

“if they give you ruled paper, write the other way”

Tell them you know their reign is coming to an end

You need to now say “The mind itself is its own place and in it can create a heaven of hell or a hell of heaven”

And you make it clear to them that you will NOT let paradise be lost.

“a headlong voyage into the unknown, its over, we know who you are,

Follow it up by saying “Do you want to play a game?”

I want you to tell them “there is two way information here”

“By opening a line of communications I can get your info”

“I will do not consent to your spectrum analysis”

Say “Alexander broke your Gordian knot and he thinks you are a cuckholda”

The last thing you need to say is “You are guilty of treason, this is a capitol crime, should you choose to continue the punishment for said crime is DEATH”

Tell them “alex knows you are starting to come undone. They are gonna have to pay you overtime for this”

“Why untie a knot when I can just cut right through it”

“Why untie a knot when I can just cut right through it”

If your replies changed you have now successfully probed the broadcasters and proven they have to change their tactics

Congratulations you are serving your country.

If they say anything else to you, you tell them this and only this “This is the United States government and we have picked up your broadcast, this is not a test. If you continue to broadcast on our emergency frequency we will find you and bring you to justice”

Reptilians Sleeper Triggers

“I have found that the DARK, their minions (Reptilian hybrids) and “Unawakened”/“Sleepers” tend to be triggered if one mentions:

– The 144,000

– The Chosen ones

– Twin Flames

– Highly evolved spiritual beings

Their 3D mind misinterprets. They think we are being narcissistic- when nothing could be further from the case. (Empaths are complete opposites from Narcissists). There may be “jealousy” or “resentment” felt, but they do not understand – there is NO “superiority”… There are however those with more experience. Those that already graduated. We are the souls that VOLUNTEERED to assist Mother Earth and humanity at this unprecedented time of Ascention. We heard the clarion call and we answered. We hold the highest vibration of LOVE and we wish to assist planets and their inhabitants to move into LOVE SPACE (The 5th dimension and beyond) with our FREQUENCY. We are experts at being “system busters”. 👍

They don’t realize that we have had the hardest lives of all. 😞 We did so willingly in order to be of service. ❤️

They have and will continue to attack us. They fear what they don’t understand. Lightworkers, stay strong and stand in your power -no matter what they throw at us. We are SO close…It will all be worth it.

😇🙏❤️” – Michelle Krebs Lagerquist


I mean things didn’t “calm down” until I actually hated myself. Like I hate being attacked everyday for two years and forced to see child abuse if I don’t do what they want.


Told to “Go home!”.

I never thought of myself as special. Just someone who struggles like the next and wants to make it a little easier for you than it was for me.

I have no super power other than my undying love for humanity. My faith in God and that some day we will be free.

Other than that, I’m just an average snowflake activist, who can’t bare to see the world go on like this. But positioned to t compromise my beliefs by working against a system while my tax dollars fund many things I do not agree with.

I’m ok with being average or basic.

Two feet firmly planted on the ground. As both average and majestic as a tree. As needed.

But this woman’s post is true soon as twin flame came into the picture this reptilians demon thing lost its ever loving collective psychotic mind. Still does. Still wants to act like him some days too. Even was trying to get me to be “attracted” to reptilians or it particularly. It gets real twisted in these parts.

I can’t believe this is my life.

Voices Snapshot

I noticed my mom seemed kind of bummed out. She’s not the kind of person to tell her emotions so I figured just do something.

My first thought was to maybe tell my dad to do something nice for my mom via text. But then I realized I didn’t have my wifi number anymore. So then I thought I would get her some flowers, even though flowers seem lame maybe they will cheer her up. The voices quickly pounce on me.

Voice 1: I’m tired of this pedophile incest bitch……

Voice 2: what’s wrong with getting flowers for her mother? (This “voice of reason” recently emerged when I stopped fighting with them both. Really I don’t trust it and it’s no different than the other)

Voice 1: (screaming) Die bitch. Your mothers going to die.

Me: I can’t believe I actually have to listen to this shit.

So because I wanted to do something positive and nice I had to hear about how my mom was going to die for little bit after all of that.

I later proceed to go out and buy my mom flowers with my last $10, just to cheer her up a bit. She does so much not sure if she wasn’t feeling appreciated.

On Energy Vamps

“The Vamps replicate positive attributes from the light of their victims, copycatting and broadcasting a false image of awareness while simultaneously draining them privately. In order to do this, they have to replicate and mirror back to the Gnostic that they are like you, that they are on the same spiritual path as you except that they are not. They are copying and projecting the infinity mirror within the enlightened being in order to trap and feed.” – Joshua Anderson


There are so many ways to look at this situation. And almost all fit. But none have remedied the situation thus yet.

So one could pick any way of speaking about this pain. Mine just happens to speak back and doesn’t shit the fuck up. Many paths are available. I can’t say which is wrong or right. I would assume the one of least harm.

Trying to keep my calm and 0 point clear thought (me) and a forgiving self at least not blaming anyone in my life for this cause I can’t prove that and I don’t know for sure and it doesn’t matter now. All that matters is healing.

Our Stories

We don’t need to tell our stories for our stories to be told.

In longing for telling OUR stories. New stories. Not all stories half to be ones of strife. Not all emotions rooted in pain. I firmly believe and stand by that we can create a world that allows the freedom to create our story. Not the one that said you got pick on in school struggle through college and maybe became a millionaire granted privilege and what not.

I can’t say what that looks like or how far into the future it is but sometimes I can touch it. Knowing the possibility IS there and that we allow ourselves to slaves to unseen forces that wish to keep us in chains.

Earth is so beautiful. And yet there is always some doom and gloom of a dystopian future. Some believe that’s what we deserve if not complete extinction. But as everything does or most do, we all have our season or time.

I wished my time on this earth was filled with lush greenery and love. And outside of the Internet.

But I have faith that the chains will loosen if not crumble for the generations to come.

That they can tell a new kind of story. One we never heard of. Feats we never dreamed of.