“The Second Coming of the New Age” by Steven Bancarz

Part 1

Part 2


While “Mindfulness Meditation” did help me when I could not stop the voices from speaking a mile a minute. I went from a peaceful mind to full on demonic attack in 2016. Being an “observer” in mind when this happened was positive in the sense that I did not attach to the actual voices. I know what is me and what is not me. I am the one writing to you, occasionally the voices may make a suggestion here or there while I am engaged in my writing to make it seem like they have control, or as they just said “have nothing better to do”. lol yea…..

So Mindfulness Meditation helped (me) in the crisis, and differentiating myself from these Entities that want/ed to pretend to be me or anyone else.

However the New Age really slipped into my life through the internet, facebook.

I mean the first was seeing sparkles through my twenties and some website said it was Angels. and I was like aight cool. Then it was the reoccurring numbers (1111, 777). Then it was a couple of kookie articles about light workers and how we are star seeds and indigos, Then another article popping up on my facebook about twin flame and 1111. Again i read these articles with no particular belief in my heart (other than God), but these seem to have played out. Then the twin flame thing supposedly happened. AND THEN MY WHOLE LIFE TURNED TO SHIT (which is well documented in this blog).

What is interesting is that I actually studied and was deep in Ifa/ Yoruba (Nigeria) religion and its relation to Santeria and Voodoo in the Caribbean for much longer than I did any of this New Age stuff. I studied it in trying to understand my cultural history as a Black (mixed) person in America. And where I come from. But for some reason that never played out. I had 5 year relationship that meant the world to me, and yet my supposed “twin flame” was the 6 month relationship that did not have the same significance in my life other than making me feel insecure.

So why with very little influence or depth in my life was the New Age able to penetrate so deep?

Our culture (American) is definitely moving towards a New Age culture. Steve called it the “Starbucks Yoga” movement. And I will not sit here and say i did not idolize false Idols. I had a little alter to Oshun in my room for YEARS. Other than the sparkles and maybe one bad dream, I NEVER was attacked like this. (I can’t even get into how aliens and reptilians slipped into the whole hot mess!)

But I will say this Ifa, is IFA…… Ifa…. is not mixing and bastardizing the name of Jesus for its own occult practices and lure. To confuse those that are ignorant. To mold Jesus (and any other deity) to fit their agenda. Which I would say is worse because that is just straight blasphemy. I mean light workers… are just …… white witches? No? Be it light or dark magic it is still the same occult coin no? You are still working with the same energy just with different intentions. But these energies which are actual entities and deceitful beings. At one point or another.

Anyway. These videos are pretty good at breaking down some things. (Doesn’t touch on twin flame, or targeted individuals) but, New Age is hella complicated ….. and has you chasing “ascension”….. and deep in my heart i feel like its really not suppose to be this complicated. There is a clarity when you let go the New Age.

Steve mentions that most of us are looking for a relationship with God. And we get lead astray. The relationship is simple. It’s a relationship with God, through Jesus by way or the Holy Spirit. Do you know how sinful and dirty we must be to have to be twice removed from God? His own creation? The ones that chilled in the Garden of Eden with God? The God that only the Holist of Holy men were reserved to have a relationship with and yet God still found a way through his mercy and grace that we may still know him in SOME WAY.

That alone.

Now, i mean my life is nothing but reptilians and big headed aliens torturing me. BUT still to think about that is amazing. I mean even through my studies I was protected. I mean i would really like to stop being molested by these entities, and told the most vile stuff in the universe. But as I said before in another post they are the contrast. I might not have the Holy Spirit, but i know what is doesn’t feel like.

And again, just like all things… even Christianity pose false understandings of Christianity.

I really wish it wasn’t this complicated but it is. Because the enemy (reptilian, alien, demon WHATEVER) is out here trying to get us anyway it can.

It’s sad really.

Either way enjoy.

New Age and Appropriation

Yo the New Age spiritual community be killing me sometimes.

Like years back it was all about Native American culture and how sacred it is…… And everyone wanted to discover their native roots. Everyone was all of sudden decendants of a native american Cherokee princess or had some sweat lodge spirit journey. Get your turquoise necklace or earrings and boom. Its all gravey.

Then it was Buddhism. And finding your zen and wearing similar clothes. And Tibet and like eat pray love bullshit.

Then it was hinduism and yoga and veganism and meditation and aligning those chakras and now you have all these online Gurus making bank.

And now its like they are talking about 144k and the bloodlines of Jesus (what?! 😳). And the 12 tribes and the tribe of Judah and black diaspora. This includes both the exhalation and demonizing of Egyptian culture and its reltation to the bible or occult or whatever remixed belief system they follow.

Love and light that shit, smack the lable of God/source and some Arch Angels on that bitch with some occult bubble baths rituals and you got the New Age.

Like seriously the New Age is Columbusing the fuck out of different cultural spiritual beliefs for their own rewards and not giving a FUCK about the wellbeing of those cultures/people because the reality is probably just “too negative”.

Like these culture have done eons of work and preservation of their culture and people and practices only to have predominantly white New Agers come in and profit off that shit online.

Like FOR REAL?! Yall for real for real with this shit?

I see through it! Right through it.

You care about the tribe of judah then start giving a fuck about police brutality and the mass incarceration of black people and the inequitable economic injustices that have brought us here.

Im so done with the bullshit. I can not seperate the historical and political facts from the spiritual because spirituality have gotten these different cultures through PAIN. A pain some online guru wont understand in a colonized world.

They just get to pick what makes them feel good from each culture like its the flavor of the week and leave out the rest.

Might as well leave it all to the alien chasers. Shit they appropriating even Aliens races culture like the Aucturians. Lol like damn yall gentrifying space ….. Places we aint even been yet.

Idk. My friend sent me a video link (im not going to name it but if you really want the link just ask and i will post it in the comments) and this woman was talking about the purification of the bloodlines and twin flames that are not pure wont have babies. Like fuck that whole bitch. Pardon. I cuss a lot, i like it, its poetic for me.

Thats just more of that that puritan culture bullshit remixed. Like colonizers get to mix with almost every culture and then talk about who’s pure? So done with this shit. Like it really enragged me to the point i had to be honest with my friend about it.

Just sharing my thoughts. Im sure its not popular because we are just “one race” and thats the human race right? Tell that to the children at the boarder who are dying and the families who loved ones are dead due to the racist police.

Love and light on that shit! ✌

Tree of Life: Archon False Chakra system

This is EXACTLY how they set up the false chakra system over the body. I can see it. Except the first two on the side are closer to the temple/ears and the shoulder one is under the arm pit, the root being the most important extends from the thigh area (inner mostly) to the butt area so to debase your vibrations. 

It’s bullshit. I never had this shit before, I never agreed to it, I never asked for it.  I did yoga like what three in my life after this all started to calm mass ass down. Now a bitch can’t be flexible with out worrying about being possessed?

These chakras are made from the same stuff floating all over my house and spitting sparkle balls at my forehead or whatever it does. 

It’s soo fux up. No one should be forced into this. 

This is so sad that this is all false.

You don’t look depressed. 👤

The counselor yesterday asked me if I was depressed and I was about to go into a long winded explanation, in which he stopped me and asked me to answer in a yes or no form. So I thought about it and told him yes. 

He paused staring at his computer and said, “looking at you, you don’t sound or seem depressed.” And said something about me being able to articulate myself. I told him, “well I’m being kept from everything I love” this included being me. I can’t go out, I don’t feel comfortable being active cause i feel like my head will schizophenically combust, so going and getting veggies is out, and if I cook I just get zapped of my energy, even getting to the clinic was physically painful because of weight I put on so quickly. I can’t be with friends, I’m afraid to embarrass my family like I did in church on easter, so I don’t go events anymore and I pretty much stay still and eat cookies all day while trying to keep some ounce of sanity researching, connecting and writing.


I’m not who I know myself to be. But I’m still myself. I guess my lifestyle, possessions and friends were stripped.

But I’m still me. But not the me I want to be. But “still me” wants to eat veggies, ride bikes, go to free concerts, hang in a park, and talk for hours and work diligently towards helping community/ humanity. I just can’t be that now.

Breath Work 😧

I had heard of breath work before never looked at it. I know in yoga class the say to give out a big deep sigh when you exhale. 

After a few times breathing on the archon’s and seeing it actually make ripples in their outer orbs, I decided to look it up. Also I’m super stress and prolly could use some more oxygen. 

ANYWAY, I looked it up on YouTube and I couldn’t get through it cause it looked like people were having demonic orgasms. Not that I’m being judgey I am just super sensitive and avoid as much as possible to not have the archon demon alien jelly fish rape me.

But I can also see why this MAY work, because releasing energy does not look pretty, you have to contort to find all the areas you didn’t know about or forgot and squeeze what’s hidden just from walking around in this world.

I do this slowly on my own. 

So NO JUDGEMENTS, but as someone who is “sensitive” and possessed I just couldn’t with the videos.