I give up.
So someone told me these are projected thoughts from my dad which are also harmful considering the state I am in with these entities.
This only made the Entity go even harder on some Freudian Electra complex which is still the same and a trigger to the child molestation theme these demons were going on about. It’s my father and no one cares about his penis except for these demons. They just go on and on and on.
And so I am not committing suicide cause then they win although it’s tempting as fuck don’t get me wrong. But I made the choice to give up fighting back and spending money I don’t have on shit that will never make sense. I’m just laying in bed hearing jibber jabbering of nasty thoughts that aren’t mine about my life I guess and being electrocuted, of shakened burned stung whatever is on the menu along with verbal and emotional harassment.
So now that I lay there an I give up fighting back. I paid 3k+, doctors, prayed, I try to find some place in my mind where I don’t care what they are doing to me, the rape the electrocution the nasty thoughts and visions through it all and now that I try not to care, they have moved on to say “I like it”I like the feeling of rape or visions because “this is the most attention you get” but really I just I refuse to fight back. This I would assume is the next phase of hypnosis that that if you give up your mind must be weak enough to convince you that you actually enjoy this shit but really I’m tired. It’s 27/2 none stop 2 years and fought hard so ……
So I give up. I’m not strong enough for this curse. I’m not a fucking lightworker. I’m over all of it.