To See or Not To See

Conscious creates our environment. Once we become conscious of an idea or form we are no longer unconscious.

Immediately after becoming conscious the subject that we were unconscious of alters.

A relationship forms regardless of the nature of the object and subject. The object and subject become Meridians that now are connected by the Phenomena or Science of Quantum Entanglement.

Most of this activity occurs in a metaphysical nature or state in the subconscious which the Modern day authority of psychology believes to be 30,000-100,000 times the size of the conscious.

In representation we can compare the conscious as our body and the subconscious as or Soul or Spirit

In the Quantum Physics Double Slit Light Wave experiment the light wave or laser changes motion when and or as observed by a conscious thought complex.

Therefore if we are being observed without knowing or being conscious of the observer nonetheless our subconscious knows and is conscious with the ability in time to translate the observer to our conscious via the meridians and the Quantum Entanglement that now exists between the observer and the observer or the object and the subject.

This dual nature or natural duality is a relationship that takes turns in the Law of Opposites.

The observer becomes the observed and the observed becomes the observer. It’s a matter of consciousness knowing the subject and object and identifying the cycle of time each one represents in the relationship.

“When you stare into the abyss the abyss also stares into you.” ~ Nietzsche

Who are you?

Some one who is reading my blog is sending energy to me.

I can tell because the blog post that are read are repeated to me by the Entities. No they are not loyal.

Updates: Some headway

So even though the voices are STILL HERE.

And my bottom line is them being gone for good because of what they have done to me.

I have become better at ignoring them and they are a bit quieter than they have been. I don’t entertain every thought they throw my way and I am getting better at ignoring these demons and that lessens their power over me.

It’s a process. It’s been a process going on 3 years now since 2016 when they said BOOO out of no where.

Really all I can attribute it to is time and self empowerment. A lot of the spiritual stuff didn’t really work with this demon. This demon would just make a game out of it and I would end up wasting money. Least from my point of view.

It too time, faith in God and self empowerment to really get even this point where I feel I can even move through the world again.

Hearing God

I’m at a cross roads

The voices have gone down in VOLUME BUT are still here. I’m able to override them a bit more which is great but not where I want be. I want free of them.

But pastor Mike Todd of transformation church talked about checking your plans with God before you carry it out.

But as a voice hearing alien demonically possessed schizophrenic I’m not sure how that works out anymore. How do I double check my plans when I have a demon interfering?

All that looking with in stuff only works so much.

Just really confused on how to move forward.

Stuck really.

When you love somebody …….

I love my soul mate but I’m not sure if I want to be with him.

Lately we have been flirting via text and joking about cuddles and he is like my social life line. But I’m constantly afraid that it may equal a relationship of sorts. Cause we work well together. We just mesh so well comfortably.

But I’m not ready and if I was I don’t know if I want to give it another chance. So……

Flirty friends.

The last time he was over we gave each other platonic back rubs. It was no big deal I give my mom shoulder rubs. My hip was jacked cause I walked a lot and he fixed it and returned the favor. So it was cool that wasn’t sexual but more the flirting.

I spoke to him about it he said he understands. But I just want to make sure.

Oh well will just try to swim these waters the best I can.