Astral Travel

So I read of a lot of people who astral travel and take their consciousness else where I seem to have met many who are able to do this. I can’t but whatever.

But if you can jump out of your body …. does one run the risk of something jumping in? Or attaching? Is there only so much space in ones field and that only includes themselves?

I know the more I feel in my field the more painful it is.

So how does astral or consciousness travel relate to entity attachments and any of the bodies?



I am unsure if what I am seeing in photo is a ;

1. Live 2D energetic projection on to my light sensitive 3rd eye.

2. Total bullshit but a projection from one entity.

3. I have problem and have totally flipped my shit.

If I look at a photo of my surrounding more or less what is happening around me. So like if I see aiming attacking me in the photo I can soon feel that attack my head. I see the characters morph and move.

There are some photos that are immovable but some with just energetic static tend to be all over the place.

I have seen maybe 30+ characters. Trolls, lions, reptilian, banshees, etc they all tend to morph but I’m not sure who is who or what side or is here to help me or if it’s even real. What makes it worse that one of the Entities copy other ones.

I’m trying to understand what I see and if it’s important I’m not here to play games with these astral hoes.

Rough Night

Last night was a little rough all though a kept telling myself I am ok everything is fine and believed it. It didn’t stop the fact that I felt like a big gust of energy on my right leg I couldn’t tell if it was my bed or me but I felt it.

Then I felt a tugging of sorts from the bottom of my right feet.

My heart rate went up but this wasn’t my body just pumping blood. I was actually fairly calm about it. I remembers a time when I legit had my body vibrate and the energetic core of my body felt like it was being tugged. So I told myself something similar has happened before you lived and you can’t stop it (cause I tried by sleeping somewhere different, squeezing, and other stuff)

Essentially thats what happened again only it felt a bit like the outer layers were being tugged. I felt a layer and heard a scream.

I don’t trust what I hear or what I think I hear all the time. A lot of the time it’s just a “Game” by Entities. It’s a lot of navigating and using my logic and intuition.

I have no idea what happen. It is very possible the the Entities played a game make feel like I was being taken care of and it could have been them just harvesting “energy” or whatever the fuck it is they came for.

Am I a Prism? ๐Ÿ’Ž

So people are so obsessed with being “the light” or light workers or having light bodies.

I had a white light mist and a dark light fill my body in ways very few could ever imagine. It has been so painful.

I wondered that maybe instead of “being light” I was just clear as fuck. I was or am a prism for both dark (false) and white light to penetrate through. Maybe.

Maybe I am just clear. Like a shiny crystal or diamond or glass.

Whatever just wondering . No delusions just wonder conceptually about what’s happening to me.

Pollyanna Principle

“The Pollyanna principle (also called Pollyannaism or positivity bias) is the tendency for people to remember pleasant items more accurately than unpleasant ones.[1] Research[citation needed] indicates that at the subconscious level, the mind has a tendency to focus on the optimistic; while at the conscious level, it has a tendency to focus on the negative. This subconscious bias towards the positive is often described as the Pollyanna principle and is similar to the forer effect.[2]”

โ€œThe name derives from the 1913 novel Pollyanna by Eleanor H. Porter describing a girl who plays the “glad game”โ€”trying to find something to be glad about in every situation.โ€

Some people in my group mentioned thisย term for people who have a “bleeding heart” and constantly think that if they work at fixing things it will work out, much like myself and them as well. As the extreme version, some people are so optimistic to the point of delusion. This seems like it can go many different way.

interesting new term.

seems like learning “when to let go” and “surrendering” I guess when it comes to others I at least try to give my best shot. But when it comes to me… I am fighting for my life.



Emotional Vampire ๐Ÿ˜ˆ

So I wonder if Garlic is to ward of vampire because it lowers your blood pressure and that makes you less susceptible to heightened emotions and pain and headache and general anguish…….. thrust strengthening your energy field around you and our your actual cellular body becomes less easy to merge or penetrate.

There is a science to the ancient or esoteric or the old wives tales and remedies. I always tried to understand or reconcile between them both while also allowing the imagination of storytelling and the starkness of science to coexist.

Question: Emo Feed?

So if these alien, demons, inter dimensional beings are feeding off all of our negative emotions ………….. what did they feed off of prior to us existing!?! Hmmmm?

I mean humans have only been around a short while in comparison to the earth and a blink in the universe sooooo ……… !?!?

Dooo da dooo?

More bullshit perhaps?

I mean there clearly so sort of truth to it but all the fluff and story behind it may be just doing too much. These entities like to make you feel like shit there is no REAL reason. Or galactic heavenly story behind it….. other than they just do.

Maybe. That is concrete. That is what they are DOING. I can’t speculate about some ancient shit I wasn’t fucking these. All I know is now and now is fucked up. I don’t need a reason. I need it to stop.

Pretty fucking simple huh?

I love your smile ๐Ÿ˜€

So any time I have a smile on my face from as simple as something silly happening on a tv show the entity comes in and will be like “dick”.

So the dude on tv could have made a comment on tv about a measurement say 88 inches long for a board (I watch a lot of HGTV the one with that couple) and the entity will come in a suggest that’s the length of his penis. Then as I write this the entity asks if I would rather it talk about my fathers penis.

So instantly my smile is gone.

I can’t even genuinely smile or laugh with out being punished.

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