I feel like gizmo popping out gremlins if I eat after midnight. But I have a cookie problem.
Part of the taking psych meds issue for me is I don’t want to mask the problem. I mean I do cause I don’t want to hear or see this crap. But I’m not sure if not hearing or seeing them and “raising my vibrations” will make them go away since as I have discovered, they have been here through it all, high vibes only attacking when I was at my lowest.
So part of me wants to know these Archon’s are here or attached to me and the other part wants to just cancel it all out. But there is no real guarantee that the pills work.
I find that these Archon’s are VERY much embedded in our psychology. What we thing is “subconscious” may not be if you are fully aware. Even as I write this blog post (or any of them), I am aware of the influences of the Archon, I also know my intention so that is why they are able to influence. But I am not going to be petty. I pick my battles a try to stay focused on the main goal, so if Archon jelly fish wants to act like thesaurus.com. and try influence what adjective I use already knowing my stream of thought then fine. Whatever who cares.
I doubt their mission is to be every psychological disorder in the world accompanied by thesaurus.com.
So when it comes to psychology where is the separation? What is Archon influence, and what part is actually me.
Or is it the simplest thoughts the smallest intention of thought is then blown up into the most grandest scheme of fuckery.
Example: I’m thinking about getting something g to drink, then the Archon comes in and maybe flashes an image of my father working at the kitchen table and then brings shame to me because I’m not wearing a bra. THATS MY FATHER! I’ve already wasn’t wearing a bra, and that’s my father and I’m sure he doesn’t give a shit. The only purpose is to bring sick images and shame. Not to actually be “modest”. Its like some sick twisted Fruedian shit and we are soooooooo well past Frued apparently the Archon’s didn’t get the fucking memo.
So even what we THINK psychology is, my in fact be extremely flawed. Of course we learn things. Someone else’s fear or in comfortability we take it as truth or maybe our own. What we think is subconscious is conditioning being exploited.
I just know that every psychological and social conditioning whether it was my own or someone else’s was EXPLOITED AS FUCK.
Anyway that’s my thoughts from today.