Matrix: Astral: Second Life

If you ever built something in the game called second life (I haven’t played in years) but the astral almost seems to have the same concept 2D and 3D like 3D modeling.

There is also something that would happen in the game called “griefing”. Where some nerd would drop a box or item somewhere which would release all of these images or items “lagging” or slowing everyone down or essentially “crashing” the game for everyone.

That’s almost like what I feel like is happening to me and others. An astral grief. Only it’s real and it hurts and I don’t get to crash and teleport somewhere else I’m just sitting in it …….. in pain.

The grief is energetic. And the more it disrupts my energy field the hard it is for me to walk or live. To think or be.

But each grief is and ACTUAL thing it’s not invisible, maybe to the naked eye……. but it can be a dot a bunch of, it can be a projection of an Entity, it can be images outline, so many different things but it’s a thing (vehicle) with a purpose (curse or bless) in my case curse the shit out of me or GRIEF.

Kinda glad I geeked out on that game for a while and learned how to build and not just shop. Helped me understand how these Entities move around and do what they do. How the they build themselves up.

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Insectoid Mantis or Demon 😱

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Above is a quick description of Mantis Insectoids and then a long but GOOD lecture on Angels but mostly Demons. Really worth the watch.

One thing he said about demons is that the hey have “bird like feet” and I was noticing this WAY before I knew this was a trait of demons unless they were literally part bird. But many of them had a tripod like or bird feet like leg.

So that’s one aspect. Demon or what was seen as demon CHECK ✔️.

Now not all demons are …….. idk maybe like the beast monster with horns and breathing fire and eats children to replenish itself and steps on villages while smiting Gods name. For like decades on end no mercy.

SOME just like to hang around and fuck up all your romantic relationships so you end up alone. OR, side track you in life wit a couple of bad decisions. Maybe there are a few and each have there thing.

Again the voices/mantis CAN be funny sometimes but it’s usually and only at my expense. They can mimic other voices and sounds. They have many outfits and masks (even alien grey ones). Can take on any personality, although the ones I have encountered feel masculine in “nature” even if the voice is female. So they know how to party.

The one that was stalking me I guess was sweet with dreams at first but soon as it got together with other friends it really took advantage of my body and did not care if it was hurting me. So that is no guardian, friend or anything. And think that’s how many people innocently get wrapped up. Even if your not seeking anything.

So because their intentions are not pure and good they are demons even if their goofy or cute or funny. Doesn’t matter TRICKS OF THE DEVIL Satan knows we like cute goofy things like kittens……. DAMN YOU SATAN! Anyway don’t fall for it in the astral/spirit/etheric/dimensions beeeeecause they are liars and assholes and that’s pretty much it.

Mantids chill with Reptilians (if that’s what they even are). They work in a hive mind. But I’m honestly waiting for the next veil to drop. Now I can see this shit with my eye and by taking a simple photo at the right moment and you are telling my the the government or NASA can’t see this shit?

I really expect more from all parties at this point. Healer and shaman, religious leaders, government, Angels whatever else would be involved……. whistleblowers I guess….

So since Mantis’ have all the toys and masks, and dress up (even cars) they can easily be be many of the demons we think we know. And with a little light or black magic MEANING using light or shadow they can may show us a totally different image.

I once saw a random image/vision of a woman who face and when I stared are more deeply into my mind the black nothingness and then saw the face become the Mantis!!!! So these beings are master illusionists.

So a Mantis is DEFINITELY one of the main ones. No matter what your religion is that has nothing to do with the rape and terrible things they do.

So if I find a way BELIEVE I’m letting everyone know!

Dark Light? ✨

How do you trust the “light” when the “darkness” is false light. It looks like light. Can act like “light” deities …. ancestors or loved ones?

This entity said to another entity “yea we lit her (me) up like a Christmas tree” mean lit me up with a bunch of Entities and demons and curses beings black magic.

So how do you trust the “light”?

How do you know?

Does it even exist?

Is there even good spirits or spiritual world?

Why are these beings doing this? It seems pointless to me?

10 years of stalking to then try to convince me to commit suicide in the last 3 years? For what?

Idk. Darkness has light….. quiet a bit of it too. Rationing it out for more light or whatever the agenda is. Idk. But they have light. Like a dull lighting. And it sucks that two worlds can not get along …… but it would only make sense….. look at our world but then knowing HOW they influence our world negatively and now are just becoming more noticed …….

BIG SIGH….. just doesn’t make sense.

“I’m leaving!” 🙄

“I’m leaving!”

“I’m never coming back!”

“I never want to see you again!”

“Go home!”

“There’s no room for you here!”

Ect, ect, ect……..

So this Demon Entity is always yelling about its going to leave me ….. “just wait for happy birthday!”. Always saying it will leave around my birthday. Or some holiday.

So I’m have a sense of false hope, so those dreams will be crushed. Maybe there is an a sliver of hope that it will leave around these holidays, or when it says it will, or when I went to healers. But it’s all a really terrible play with really really bad acting and a shitty /insane story line.

But I’m pretty set on wanting these demon to leave never being able to contact anyone in anyway ever again. All of them! Disgusting!

I’m trying to keep hope, faith….. those things that things will get better. But I don’t know if I am just tricking myself into a lie.

Must I become an addict to see the Jesus play? Worship Satan to have a good life? This shit sucks balls! Hairy balls, stinky balls, lop sided balls……. just sucks!

I’m stuck here just listening to things I DONT EVEN WANT TO REPEAT!!!! That’s how bad it is! It’s not just a worry or a “negative thought” like some chicks shirt is ugly……. this is like the most vile things I couldn’t even image and don’t want to!!!!

I have to find language to describe it with out repeating the exact vile thought word for word. There is no “just let the thoughts roll by” with this it makes me physically ill, it hurts it’s gross. And even if I try to stay strong for a long period of time I eventually break down cause I can’t hold all that disgusting thoughts in! I scream out for God! To take it away…….. and here it remains. It gets to live….. it gets to play…. dirty….. it rapes me ….. it violates me it tries to scare me it beats on my chest it loops the same thoughts over and over it shows me shit I don’t want repeat. It puppets my face and tries to make me micro express (energetic smile) happiness at the most vile events in the world…. it’s sick. GOD WHY IS IT ALIVE WHY IS IT HERE GOD!!!!!? WHY DOES IT EVEN EXIST?!!!!!!???

Kill it!!!!

Please God kill it!!!!

New Spirit Energy Whatever. 👀

I seen eyes before around the house. Alien eyes, one single eye. But there’s a new eye with lashes that’s has been following me around the house. 

I looked up at the edge of the ceiling and then all of a sudden it was in my face. I’m like damn I can’t even look at the ceiling?!? 

I told the pretty 3rd eye with lashes (and a bunch of dots above it) No thank you. I didn’t feel super threatened by it, but I mean they are in my home when I asked them to leave…. So ….. It moved to the side.

The voice said “don’t you want a 3rd eye?”. I said, “I already have one.” (I guess I think… Maybe… Who knows). 

All I know is I want all these things out of my body…. I don’t care if they are little ghost in the shape bunny rabbits, Jesus, 3rd eye lashes ….. After what happen … No Bueno. And anything of a good nature would understand that and leave me alone.

I’m seriously not out hear looking for this stuff. I get bothered and then I’m looking for ways to be left alone by these entity spirits whatever they are. 

Why won’t they leave!!!!!!!? Uhg! 

Lost Souls 👤🙏 & Fire

I have heard many theories on what these circular shape things are around my house. Some say its souls/spirits, some say angels, some say archon/ reptialian, I have yet to read anyone directly relate this things with Satan but they sure do come close. 

So one thing I noticed is that these things do NOT like heat. Although they can produce what may feel like heat (nerve / electrical). Actual heat is not what they love. This includes actual fire and HOT water, say in a bath or the outside of a glass of HOT tea.

I guess this came up for me because I woke up, felt one of these things on the top of my hand and the used my eyes to see if there was one there, and then saw the darker middle half way out my hand. I then placed my piping hot coffee cup on the back of my hand and saw it rise up slowly. 

Whatever these things are if they remove themselves from my body after being put in hot water then to me that means THEY ARE NOT SUPPOSE TO BE THERE! 

Maybe I am getting too biblical but maybe these are lost souls, that would endlessly burn in fire. Since they don’t die in heat, but don’t like heat they just run away, they often come back. Or maybe these lost souls are being USE by Reptilians (which i could def see them being thought of as demons back in the day).

They are slowly accumulating all over the house. Edges of the ceiling. And some so bold and big right in the middle of the room.

I’m just tired of these things attaching to me. I know my vibrations are “low” because whatever is orchestrating this, keeps using child sexual abuse to make me super sad and grossed out and cry. Which probably just feeds them all. But I TRY, and when I try to not allow the visions to bring me down (cause they are not real), I get attached even more. 

These things touching my skin are causing rashes, burning, vibration and discomfort. 

When I deal with emotional now its the physical with these things burning.

I’m TRYing SO HARD! 🙏

My House Looks like Smoke 😱

There is so much spiritual bullshit happening in my house! 

There is a mist that has been building and settling into everything, sofa, electronics, dressers. Its insane. I have never seen a mist this much? Some of the mist actually have those Archon circles in them. Embedding itself half way into furniture. 

So there is the clear jelly fish archon circles and now a mist. 

Sigh! WTF! 

Sprit Snatchers? 😱

A couple of times, I felt like my “spirit” not my soul was being snatched or tugged out of my body. Kinda like a Peter Pan thing (in once upon a time).

I wonder if these Demonic Archon Reptar Alien like need our spirit, our spirit is what I would assume animate us, I guess like energy play dough? 

I feel like maybe they need this energy from us to almost like….. Hmm create something to wear? Like a cloak of spirit imagined to hide whatever it is they truly are?

Or to create this illusion in front of us?

Just wondering. Its theory. I could be wrong.

👽 Earth Abduction 🌏

I wonder if alien abductions are only done on earth but through different levels of consciousness.

I mean I have been completely blacked out, to there and in the background watching, to not in control of my dreams, super vivid lucid sleep paralysis dreams, and clearly firms of hallucinations. 

PS. Much of what I saw in the pictures I don’t see in front of my eyes just a lot of simple lines and circles.

So the idea is that people aren’t abducted off the planet but abducted in the consciousness much like a form of partial possession and shown a dream of sort that represents the situation although it might not ACTUALLY look like that. But can feel like it, smell, look like it. 

Have you noticed we don’t here much about alien physical abductions any more?

Meh.

Just a theory. 

Evil Eyes (infinity8) 👽👀

I always thought it was the one eye. Now they doing an infinity eyes (both eyes)?!? 

I wrote about this a few posts back about all the infinity symbols I see floating around my house, as well as the ones I seen placed over my eyes. There are also a circle of light on each side of my eyes. 

I’m unsure  what the infinity over my eyes are for. I saw the archon jelly fish demon reptars before anything was on my eyes. May me that’s why they put them? But I can still see. 

So are the infinity eyes the illusions? Or are they helping you see the illusion? 

You can see the infinity symbols in the photos I posted two posts prior. You have to zoom in.

This is def not initiation cause I never agreed and no thank you (even though at one during the delusion it said it was, I could marry my “twin flame”). Then once the twin flame play was over and I was no longer falling for it, it started calling me a human sacrifice, but like who the fuck is controlling this nasty shit? 

Shit not even Sponge Bob is safe! Joking idgaf. BUT I do care about what these alien reptar jelly fish are doing to my body and my people. 

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