Kundalini is a eastern spiritual concept. Prayer is a western spiritual concept or can be known as meditation. And “shadow work” is a western psychological concept.
So Carl Jungs “Shadow Work“ identifies the “issue”, where is comes from and the belief that supports it. And the “prayer” or meditation helps to find I guess a solution or letting go control of it through belief. For me I take the prayer a step further and put an action with it ….. Which would be a Kundalini “Reversal”.
Schizophenia is like being stuck in mirror world, opposite world, upside down world. It’s like you are constantly met with the opposite, kept from joy that seem like its with reach.
Being the opposite of what you know yourself to be is called “negative symptoms“. If you were super motivated and organized … And one day you wakevup disheveled and depressed. Negative symptom is essentially what you knew yourself as being “taken away”.
This whole “as above so below” means what? That may be the biggest lie ever. Above where? Below where? We say “On earth as it is in heaven”. I have no idea what heaven is like. So how does that translate to earth? I have no idea what hell is actually like…. But this experience was pretty fucking close.
How do we move out of the limits of this oppression?
My idea of a mirror was that my actual traits would be reflected back to me…. That what I try to bring into the world would be reflected back and actually make a difference. That you do unto others as you would have done unto you because well… We hope that that happens to us too…. But one too many times this did not play out the way I thought it would…. And you move on…. But now I am stuck….
Kinda just bombarded by all that is the world…. But not the beauty the things I wish were changed about the world.