Soooooo………. Some days i am super confused as to what this expierence might actually be. Of course i lean towards my narrow understanding of the world and religion but im trying to keep a bit of an open mind. Being fooled so many times by thes being.
Now i have been observing the beings that i see over the course of maybe 2 years. I can only see them in part with my naked eyes most times. So i might see their dark/or misty white energy cluster hanging around the house most days. A few times i have woken up suddenly as saw them floating around in their full outline. This confirmed what i saw in photos.
One entity can make or project itself to look as big(ger) as a human or as small as a pin hole (can go into your eyes). I have notice that the smaller they are they can emanate light of sorts. Large projections tend to have deep black outlines not using light.
So i can see some stuff with my eyes. But not a lot and not for long enough to study. I took photos of them and studied them for a long time. Many of the entities (i am referring to them as entities for sake of argument) have a few different looks. It took a while to sort them out in photos because they can look all meshed together.
The “entity” actually said to many way too many times “my eyes are your eyes” meaning my eyes were the entities eyes (they like opposites to confuse people) and it had also said to me “i hope you never have eyes” my assumption is eyes to see them….. Which i now do, which they probably wanted so they can scare me, again working in opposites.
Now there are a few different types of eneties i have seen. One was a praying mantis. Another is a snake looking head with a circle around it with many other smaller skulls or snake heads around it. Another is a small troll looking one that kind of looks like a teddy bear with a droopy top lip (still havent figured out these ones), some look reptillian or snake like heads. A casper baby ghost looking one (the worse one tbh). A shapeshifter that shifts like a flip book. Long snake or parasite looking ones. Traditional alien looking ones. Funny enough they can “fly” or hover, looks almost like swimming or hurling themselves through space. But i have not seen any wings on any of them. Those are the major ones. You can also gonthrough my mefia gallery for some of my drawings.
Now at one point i was like WTF is this Mars Attack? You know when they only had heads running around. Anyway. WHAT I SEE ….. LOOKS very alien to be honest. The eyes are big. There isn’t a bunch of detail to them unless they use the “light magic” to create the illusion of something else (like a womans face) other wise their details are minimal. ALSO they are mostly just heads. I have rarely seen a full “body” of sorts. Now under this body many time i have seen what looks like a tripod “legs” or chicken feet or almost mantis legs.
A rabbi on youtube explains in a Kabbalah Series: Angels and Demons at the 20:00 mark he explains what the Khabalah says demons look like. To my surpise this is what i saw mostly saw if i didnt just see a head.
What also i saw was that they spew this flower looking tongue (or thing) to move or attach to people. Im not sure what to call it but i see them all over photos. Flower shapes with a line i cab follow back to an entity.
With my bare eyes if i look in the direction of a entity many times i will see flashes of light or tiny sparkles being spewed at me. Before i was viciously attacked i saw these and thought they were angels. “If you see sparkles it means your angels are around”. Actually this an entity moving closer to your field. I am not sure if they are actual energy attacks or smaller little copies of themselves. Its my belief it is the later.
Also if they are attached to me or if I put an EMF app reader next to a stagnant energy blob the reading goes up. This means they emanate EMF radiation, which means they use and solidified my assumption they use or are made of light.
So are the demons or aliens? Are aliens what we think demons are? Are demons pretending to be aliens to get us confused?
For the most part they i believe they are demons i mean they definitely ACT like demons ranging from mischievious and misguiding to straight up evil and vicious. They also have “toys” of sorts. Like masks and cover ups i have even seen them with sunglasses on. They werw saying i was “too bright” 😐 i honestly dont believe that shit since they are practically made of light.
The “alien look” may be a trap to misguide us. Not to say there arent aliens. Just saying what most are expierencing are probably demons.
Even the fact that there are “ufo” sighting where the balls of light drop down put of the sky or orb sightings. Again these being know how to use LIGHT. Honestly if aliens are trying to be covert all they gotta do is turn the head beams off. There is a sense of wanting to be seen (not in their actual form). Which is another trait of the demons. If they are not seen its like they don’t exist. The illusions…..they games…..the play. Im not even sure what is real in their world. Every thing seems to be make believe in one way or another. They are sadistic though.
The one(s) with me crave constant attention and even wake me up in the middle of the night. Last night they woke me up 3 times 😕! They love to copy other people. So they acted like my ex (false twin flame) for over a year. Using HIS voice and his image in my minds eye to convince me it was him telepathically communicating with me. If they can do this what is to say they are not doing that for all the angels and goddesses and aliens and even God! They want the glory. If they are not trying to scare the 💩 out of you they are trying to position themselves as an authority.
I really believe targeted individuals and schizophrenics are victims of demonic oppression. I am still keeping an open mind that it could be alien or government. I def don’t think this is government technology just because there seems to be an organic nature to it. From the way they move to the way they respond. They don’t want to be seen, they will turn around or hide in their dark every bubble. Its like I ALREADY SAW YOU! Its almost like what small animals or insects do when they encounter a human. That is a natrual response to run and hide. Not a “program”.
They also seem to have a hive mind. If one knows something all the others must know as well. And this can be near or far. Information is exchanged quickly. I have heard one of them explain my response to something they did to me to the others as if they did not understand. I have made my response minimal and more subconscious. But if i talk outloud in my mind or do something physical there is no explaining what my reaponse.l was.
If it is technology its def not human and its light based. At best maybe our technological advances such as all the EMF waves have allow the alien or demons to be more mobile….. Or something MORE over the last decade.
Just the quick response. The even subconscious response where THEY dont talk outloud to convey a message. The quick response to environmental visuals and sounds. It’s really impossible for this to be a human. Even a computer is pretty slow. The ability to make me feel like i should be smiling at something awful? Jerking my whole body out of my sleep.
I tried to lay this out as detailed and clearly as possible of my observations over the last two years or so.
I am leaning more towards demon as much as i do NOT WANT TO SAY I AM DEMON POSSESSED. I almost would rather it be alien to be honest. But i mean all the signs are pointing to good old fashion demon.
Uhg im really starting to hate this life. Why couldnt i just be boo’ed up, minding my own business like o king cute and making my coin and just enjoying life? NOoooooo i gotta be all demon possessed and missing four years of my life.