I have been ignoring it for a while. Something has to happen a few times before I validate it.
SO NOW the new thing is whatever these things are when they attack ME there is like an impression of them in my body. This was mostly in photos. but now they are seeming more apparent on my skin. So like actual marks that then fade.
So like just now, my right arm felt tight, like high blood pressure I guess… but my blood pressure had gone down the doctors said I’m doing good. So I went to the bathroom and looked at my arm and my skin was moving. NOT like in the movies… but it was like moving side to side. It wasn’t like there was a bug or anything just moving. Then I just stared at it and it turned red and the impression of one of the things I see in photos appeared (the medusa banshee looking one) and then I just kept looking and it stopped and went away.
The time before that I saw my skin move on my forearm and then I quickly squashed my arm and then it turned into an X and then like like 2 others X’s showed up on my arm going down to my wrist.
I always felt them vibrating my root chakra area…. or like the energy in my head giving me a headache … but this is totally different.
I’m really at a loss now. I’m not sure if what I am doing is correct. I pray… I’m in the group healing… I’m over here doing ti chi. I am trying to be of service to others as best I can considering my own situation. But like I feel nothing I am doing is making it better.
I don’t know if the meds will officially knock them out or something I am willing to give it a try. I’m trying to go the holistic approach and the approach that feels right to me, but nothing seems to be working. If I do get SOME headway … I get attacked even harder.
like there at least 25 Archon Portal things in my house spewing shit at me if I even look in that direction. And its fucked up. I’m the only one in the house that feels or sees this. It’s insane. My friends can see them in photos so I’m not bugging out completely.
I just want to do whats right and will work in the long run.