So. Gaia, posted a video speculating that early Christian text spoke of reincarnation. And the concept of heaven and hell was created to control people. While I believe this is false I find the argument intriguing enough to listen. Mainly because my personal situation.
So as a “decent” person, I have a dark entity stalking me over the last 3 years trying to make my like so schizophrenically unbearable that it forces me to commit suicide. This entity told me I needed to commit suicide because I molested 57 children in a past life, then said I needed to commit suicide for my twin flame by means of being molested.
So this idea of past lives has came up for me prior. Now if we were to learn from our mistakes why would we not know them? Why would a soul who is humble be tortured in such a way? If I was to commit suicide wouldn’t that only add to the karma wheel?
I tend to think about reincarnation, past lives all that stuff a bit differently from what I saw. No one could tell me anything about my past life self (or any other self) other than my childhood fear of child molestors.
So with intelligent beings this can be a teachable moment in forgiveness. Right?
But it was taken to heights of hell with torture and rape and all kinds of unspeakables that I speak about throughout this blog.
Someone said it was a generational curse (only me apparently), then told me it was implants and black magic from a past life (doubt I black magic’ed myself). I thought reptilian as symbolic representation of Satan BUT HEY who the fuck am I?
So these beings spin webs of lies to the point we are even living it. The lies go that deep. Untangling it would take lifetimes we do not have unfortunately.
If the beings are not lying maybe they projecting THEIR lives on us, and we assume this for as a gift of healing.
But there are beings. What their role is I am unsure. But I would prefer to interpret my own life from now on.