🌹 Ironically enough, I was happier when I was Gay. 🌹

I guess I know why now. 

Hetero world is like being stuffed into a box. Then another box…. And then another. 

I don’t feel appreciated unless I can fulfill a role (ie. Have sex every Tuesday at 8pm until a better option comes along, ie be a wife, cook clean have babies, ie, help whenever you need me). Not for simplying being who I am but who you want me to be. 

I just wasnt use to this in queer relationships.

Every direct question is met with an idk, ignore or some really vague shit that is more than likely diverting. 

It feels strange. 

Unstable. 

But I will always be queer but kinda more straight now ….. But kinda turned off cause I am grossed out and don’t know what’s going on with me or if can trust a partner to NOT dump some new shit on me to deal with. So my orientation is alone. 

For now.