You know how people always say “look with in……” , “look inside yourself”.
How would one jump outside themselves and look at themselves unless it was imagination?
So only concrete way I was able to know I’m a freakin light bulb is that at certain times the Entities would either 1. Attack if I look directly at them 2. Put on sunglasses 😎 (yes apparently they have Oakley’s in the astral realm) 3. Turn around.
When I looked at one (looked like a evil teddy bear) it ran away and smeared this goo around me I assumed that it was in my aura.
So the only way I could figure I am light or have light or LIGHT is involved in some way is how the Entities reacted a handful of times.
This has also happened when I would genuinely cry, which is a lot. Does crying clear the goo or film that they put around me?
Today I was sleeping and I woke up and I saw a Casper looking ghost 👻 Entity (I think it’s a costume just like the sunglasses) and when I open my eyes the ghost immediately put on sunglasses. And a few other Entities got angry and was trying to scare me but my nerve are SHOT + no fear= no 💩💩 to give. 🤷🏽♀️
Someone told me not to trust any Entities that don’t show their eyes. Especially if “my light” has to be dimmed to accommodate.
SO bla bla bla we are light made of light something to that extent, now what? I’m not sure why so many hang around me if they are afraid of light or what they keep covering me with or why they then cover my body in 🌺 flowers, that I keep trying to have removed but they just put everything back up ……….. but I’m OVER IT!
And again no one will help me figure this out. Occultist will say “do the research, do the work!” So steer from being asked any direct questions and “LightWorkers” will say “look with in ……” and I’m over here surrounded by like at least 100+ major entity, 5 giants outside and wondering WTF is going on cause I don’t have time!! Something other than white light imagination and salt baths!
I need to learn how to protect myself or deal with this in a concrete way because I’m literally in a war zone right now. NYC is covered in them, and apparently I can’t walk down the street with out being attacked.
My assumption is the only reason I can see these networks or matrix MADE UP of Entities is because I’m connected to it by an Entity attached to me, so I just need to figure out how not to be anymore.
I’m just tired of this life right now. I’m bored, alone, bored, brooooooke!, and in poor health. So dude!😭