Please tell me if I’m bugging but there are X on my arm. The most visable on id near my wrist. Some of these are the same things I see float up to me.
Tonight I stretched a little bit and noticed a feeling in my chest. So I started to contort my body meeting my shoulder blades and using body to push it out. Low and behold the those Archon Circles popped out of my chest only half way. So then I pressed my boobs together and bent over and I heard a crunch in my body around one of my organs and boobs.
And then I war back and watched the Archon with tenticles popping out. The are not easy to see. That’s why I don’t think its a hallucination. You have to really look for it. So the mother load archon was pretty much out of my body. I pushed it out and knew there was a release when I heard a crunch. I also know areas they may be in my body because if I run my hand over my body there is a change in tones, almost like I can hear my skin reacting.
The only problem is that I pushed it out and I’m pretty sure it went right back in.
So how do I keep them out. People are saying I’m not trying hard enough. But I DO. Everyday. I only started recently gaining SOME energy, everything hurts. And I am always trying to figure out new ways to deal with this but they always go back into my body.
I pushed them out, I took hot ass salt baths, I saged the shit out of my home, set a fire next to a few of the Archon jelly fish. And I’m over it!
I’m over it! What the fuck do I do to get the nasty pedo demonic nasty archon’s out of me?!? And stay out? Out of my home! So they don’t attack my family?
No one has been able to help me and I spent over $3,000 on people who said they helped when taking like 8 Zzquils worked better! Uhg!
Part of my humanitarianism is having the strange lobe for humans.
I live in a large city so riding the train, or sitting in a park or looking out the window. I love observing people, looking at what they choose to wear, color combos, maybe they had a fresh hair cut, maybe I notice their ethnicity, maybe I can tell they are a torrist. Maybe I see two people gazing into each others eyes or holding hands and I get a glimpse of love and it makes me happy.
Along with my people watching is my commitment to service/ helping because I know that this system is difficult to live in. And we want a safe world for everyone.
This energy was turned sour by the Demonic Archon. Looking at a woman’s fashion, it turns into objectifying her and that felt really strange, new and gross for me. This love I had for people, strangers ….. Was hated. The Archon would tell me “keep your head down, don’t look at anyone” and if I did even by mistake or a simple task the Archon would make it gross, doing things to my “root chakra” and trying to convince me its my natural reaction. Uhm…. NO.
Its almost like the reoccurring 1111, 222, 333, or symbols or whatever only its with peoples and body parts or a gross hyper sexual concepts.
That’s why I said I think 1111 or reoccurring numbers (angel numbers) is a curse….. Or the beginning of one. It’s like you are being tested how easily controlled you are. The sad part is when my friends are like “omg 1111 make a wish” on Facebook. I’m like “Aaaaaaah” and have to keep it to myself unless I see any signs showing of an attack.
Although this Archon is here doing what it does (which is being gross), I try to jump over any of its thoughts, concepts and projected world views to just simply….. enjoy people…. In all their glory.
PS. The moon was beautiful tonight.
As the volume/intensity of the Entity Archon has slowly gone down so has my blood pressure. Funny HUH!? 130/70 when I was walking around for a year with 171/130+. Probably waiting so it can cause a stroke like my mom and sister. Piece of shit.
Now I am feeling intense pain in the center of my chest which would be considered the Heart Chakra. So now instead of a stroke I’m worried about a heart attack. Great! I can now see an jelly Archon embedded in my chest. I just don’t know to remove them. Its like a heavy rock is sitting on my chest. Just like I felt on my head in prior weeks.
My heart chakra was hit first in 2016 and it was almost like I was left open feeling icey hot swirls from the center of my chest to my shoulders. At the time I thought this was “heart chakra” activation …. Then the same icey hot swirl blow on my head “third eye”. These were not activations. These were attacks.
What was taken from? The clear jelly mass that surrounds the dark matter? How can I close myself up and remove these cosmic ticks.
These Archon’s cause dis-ease in the body as well as terrible habits and poor decision making. And they give Zero fucks about your life. Because they psychotic. The only time they don’t seem AS psychotic is when they are trying to manipulate you to gain your trust so they can then have control.
I really wish they would go back were they belong and stop meddling in human affairs, we have enough issues already.
Last night a dark mass “cloud” swept over my body as I tried to fall asleep in bed. It said, “you feel so good” in a creepy voice. I figured this was just another trick to get me worked up. But I kept my cool and remembers all the times these things called me fat, ugly, a man ect. I just kept saying get out of my body get out of my home.
As the black mass was over me the visions (illusions), were more intense than before. More vibrant, which was strange. They were kinda fading for a while. The flashes were more often.
As of today, the Archon dots are not AS apparent as days before. I can see glimpses of them and mainly the sparkles. (I will never look at glitter the same ever again) And I wonder if that has to deal with the black mass that was trying to get inside of me.
I don’t know if this is a good or a bad thing. Probably just another game.
After I wrote my post Sister Sister, the Archon Demon went on to do this whole dramatic play that it was being tortured or carried away. Just screaming ect. It was annoying and I told IT that I knew it was doing. Just putting on a dramatic play so maybe I feel like it got what it deserved for what it did to me and my family. I’m not falling for it. And it immediately stopped.
Shit is so wack.
I had to talk myself into taking a bath. Because no matter where I go, these things are here. Sleeping, outside, bathroom. So I can’t avoid them.
Now I have to go take a salt bath with a bunch of hateful archon sparkle jelly fish blobs staring at me and trying to fuck up my night.
The blue Demonic archon in the bathroom that I hit with the fire from my sage wand and his half way in a cabinet. Then another blue one showed up. And I sprayed them with salt water and then it turned in to 4 silver dollar size blue spot with white swirly smoke around it. Then it turned into a tube like shape where the circles where encased by the white smoke.
I have fucking idea what this shit is or how to get rid of it. I don’t want scare my family. And my crappy phone can’t take a picture. I might try with my moms iPhone.
People keep saying maybe a portal opened. But like how or why!!! Like apparently most of them were sent “home” and were greatful as one healer said in an article this year.
In a way because the evil darkness is lurking so heavy. ….. Preparing….. Waiting. I’m just wondering if there will be an event in NYC, just waiting to leech off of everyone’s fears.
I don’t know.
I just want this shit out!
6 in my bedroom (one is an X shape) which is literally just a bed. 6 in the bathroom. One large one that is spliting into two in the dining room, one small in the kitchen, one in my living room closer to the TV. One in my moms room to the size. One clear fast one that moves around the house and then goes into my belly or back. That is all I have found so far and they do move.
So I have wondering if these orbs are directly, indirectly or if I all related to the voice.
The orbs seem more common if I search “spirit” realm rather than the archon realm of the internet side of
I mean I see orbs of different sizes, shapes and colors. Definitely 4 in the bathroom, maybe one or two with me if I go outside and some in the house in general but I haven’t counted.
The orbs definitely have a temperament about them. Some are fast or slow, or big or large some are shapes. Some hide and some float in my face.
But this voice. No matter the tone, or sound, the voice female or make, there always seems to be a sameness about the topic or temperament.
Maybe there is one greedy orb in my head that refuses to leave.
So maybe my question is my answer. The fact that I even wonder may be the answer. That I can’t concretely, settle on one definitive answer.
Does something else USE these orbs to it advantage? Can the orbs speak on their own? They clearly respond but I don’t feel connected between the voice(s) and interaction.
They can hear me. But I don’t know if I can hear them directly especially with this main one cursing at me and just being crazy.
I just don’t want be dragged into another delusional game like the twin flame thing and my ex.
I do want to be mindful, I do want to understand body and my surroundings and how everything interacts. I think that’s fair.
I was practicing a Chi breathing technique on YouTube that a friend sent to me.
I noticed some blocks and add ons but whatever I always notice.
Either way, it talked about creating chi and then bringing it back into the body.
I rememered a moment when this all first started happening and my chest extending out past my shoulders felt like I was opened up. That’s when I first started to feel like I was dying.
I didn’t feel much in my center now, just this tender heart. I figured the entity took all my chi, that’s why all I can do right now is sleep, eat cookies and cry about the world.
The guy talking in the video said that we are “the most powerful free energy devices on the planet”.
So I immediately told the Entity, “you are welcome….” And I meant it. I wasn’t being sarcastic as usual. It was a gift.
I figured that I gave (well it took) my energy to this Entity. I just don’t know how to reve my chi back up yet……
…… Wonder if instead of scaring the shit out of me, disrespecting me, violating, if other entity beings whatever where to be upfront? Maybe we could live peacefully.
Entity would be like, “Yo I really need this chi, I will make it quick.”
They won’t and… Maybe can’t tell me who or what they are. Maybe I’m too peace loving and just feel like if we just put the truth out there it would easier for all of us and work something out.
Who knows, maybe I would be like “sure homie, you can have some of this chi love!” And i would just go wipe some more up later.
I can give with out receiving. But I don’t know I just need a bit of honesty.
Who knows maybe chi doesn’t even exists. Maybe I am pulling this out of my ass. Maybe they don’t need all this brain electric goodness or this golden chi.
All I know is, there has to be a better way.
Just jotting down some notes.
I don’t see this on anyone else but myself.
There are two very distinct things I see other than the visions. I see the these circle dots that can divide into multipuls. And I see this vibrating heat wave looking thing that moves in and out of me. Think like a clear slimmer from ghost busters.
So I was commenting on a post to a lady that says she can remove implants and the slimmer thing shot out of my stomach and my stomach/ back area vibrated trembled and I could see it moving around outside of me.
Noe occasionally I during the day will get headaches or I will feel the pressure on my head and I will hear almost like a distant train tremble vibration. I think this vibrating clear thing is the pressure I feel on my head, the anxiety, its like its the ….. Emotion and sensation maker. I don’t know if it is a separate entity or controlled. My guess it is controlled.
Now the circle dot thing seems to be the visions/ dreams/ hallucinations/ Logo maker. But I’m not sure to what extent it morphs and uses light. If I pinch the corners of my eyes I see a circle of light in each corner. Not sure if this is bad or good. But I’m sure it plays its part. I have literally seen visions (waking dreams) fade away into almost a logo (a simple none color emoji vision), I have also seems dreams fade as well.
So I see this dot thing that was never there before as the cause of the visions. And this energy slimmer thing as the cause of the sensations I feel.
After it jumped out of my stomach it went for GUESS WHERE you guys??!?? My VAGINA! Of course! My vagina! I felt it go there after it shot out.
I’m really over this Scooby doo mystery. Seriously.