Dark Web

A friend had inquired about the “dark web” on Facebook and people began to describe it. Someone said that you can use bitcoin to watch someone get killed. 

Sometimes I wonder if someone is doing something to me. I mean there is “radio” like sounds coming from my head, and next and vag. So I don’t know maybe someone has extreme technology to do this to someone.

As I said there seems to be a main “one” that kind of orchestrates the distant scream bubbles, the two talking on the TV, or a “set” which is like almost being submerged in an environment.

I thought if it is possible someone could do this to someone. Maybe I could find out how, and get my life back. 

I don’t know. I would like to think humans are better than doing something like this….. But then realized after reading the comments about the dark web…. That they are not.

I just don’t know. I just want it gone.

Just thinking. Which seems to work against me at times, because this Entity uses it for a story at a later time for its own entertainment. 

Clearing Energy

While the “energy” in my throat seems to have cleared. That means when I recorded it there were no radio static or blips. Also when I apply pressure I don’t feel the release as much. Also the strange rash that developed at the base of my neck cleared up. 

My vagina has not had the same affect. I felt the buzz and decided to record both areas but only had radio static sound in my vag. It only comes out when i record it, I don’t actually hear it myself. I didn’t try the top of my head, even tho its still kinda tense right now. 

Vagina is super curse. So lame. 😩😩😩

Why do I have radio sounds coming from my vagina?

Its like its crazy, but then I have all these confirmations that its outside or beyond me.

Frequencies and Vibes

Ringing in ears….. Vibes…. Everyone has there own level and experience with it… Their own belief…. And their own way of coping.

We say just let it pass through…. Its the moon vibes. Some say …. Its cosmic energy…. Solar flares…. Some say its other peoples energy….. Some say we are raising our vibration…. Some say …. Its entities.

Since this Entity has been here so long (since 15 y/o I am assuming and can recall) I’m having a hard time believing that it is just about ones vibrations…. Or the frequency …. But only the fact we may hear them.

Prior to this I don’t remember hearing that high pitch soft static electricity sound that changes through out the day. I do remember being in silence once and wondering what silence truly sounds like. I’ve heard the Entity occasionally…. And still no high pitch sounds.

So um unsure how this all plays into this experience with this Entity.

Vibes? I’ve been happy and upset…. For a majority of my life unquestioned. But as for the most part I tried to have decent “vibes”… Mood or disposition towards people and myself.

But it really wasn’t until my life went south that the Entity went in for the kill…. It was the break-up, the moving, the loosing a friend, my family having health issues…. 

But I’m not sure exactly what KEEPS it here.

The one consistent thing is that this Entity lies…. All day erryday. Sooooooo….. Even my own emotions or habits have become lies. They are false.

So…… What exactly keeps it here?

I know its not apart of my body…. Because it can see in other rooms or is conscious of things I am not. I don’t know if it needs my body to perceive …. But if it does why would it treat me so poorly. 

I mean I guess I can understand keeping me in conditions to maintain control….. But alive, that’s what sick psychopathic pieces of shit do. But if …. The Entity IS energy. … Then why tf would it need mine?

This whole concept of energy, vibes, frequencies and what we think thtese entities truly want are changing for me.

Why is it still here?