I was practicing a Chi breathing technique on YouTube that a friend sent to me.
I noticed some blocks and add ons but whatever I always notice.
Either way, it talked about creating chi and then bringing it back into the body.
I rememered a moment when this all first started happening and my chest extending out past my shoulders felt like I was opened up. That’s when I first started to feel like I was dying.
I didn’t feel much in my center now, just this tender heart. I figured the entity took all my chi, that’s why all I can do right now is sleep, eat cookies and cry about the world.
The guy talking in the video said that we are “the most powerful free energy devices on the planet”.
So I immediately told the Entity, “you are welcome….” And I meant it. I wasn’t being sarcastic as usual. It was a gift.
I figured that I gave (well it took) my energy to this Entity. I just don’t know how to reve my chi back up yet……
…… Wonder if instead of scaring the shit out of me, disrespecting me, violating, if other entity beings whatever where to be upfront? Maybe we could live peacefully.
Entity would be like, “Yo I really need this chi, I will make it quick.”
They won’t and… Maybe can’t tell me who or what they are. Maybe I’m too peace loving and just feel like if we just put the truth out there it would easier for all of us and work something out.
Who knows, maybe I would be like “sure homie, you can have some of this chi love!” And i would just go wipe some more up later.
I can give with out receiving. But I don’t know I just need a bit of honesty.
Who knows maybe chi doesn’t even exists. Maybe I am pulling this out of my ass. Maybe they don’t need all this brain electric goodness or this golden chi.
All I know is, there has to be a better way.