It’s like the difference between the sun and electricity. The wind and fan.
Over the last year through observation and photos and trying not to loose my actual shit I have seen what I would consider a false matrix.
It took some time to realize this but it is what it is. I’m in it I’m connected to it. It’s everywhere.
I’ve tried my hardest and I’ve tried nothing at all to make it go away. But if anything it’s grown more dense.
It can be light or dark or a color or clear. But I see a network of entities that take turns on my body. Suggesting the nastiest thoughts and then causing a sensation in my body. Even if I don’t respond.
They play on any belief or story line to upset you. Christian, you going to hell. Twin flame? Vow celibacy and never have a relationship so you can meet them “next life”. Dig a goddess? Yep that was your past life and you are a slave. Aliens? Yep you’ve been earth abducted. Want power? You will be a magician or light worker and I can use them. Trying to obtain enlightenment? Try harder almost there almost try harder meditate MORE.
These astral entities will play off any fear or belief creating duality for their storylines. “CONTRAST” the Entity yelled at me it wanted contrast for its story.
I have seen enough. I see them all over and in my body, my house, on buildings, in my phone, like literally a 2D overlay on my screen or camera (just look in my media section). They can switch up their look but generally stay the same. Some literally wear masks to look different. Some look like shadows others look like 2D drawings of Entities (centipedes, mantis, aliens, trolls, teddy bears, some semi human face) that are in constant movement. I can sit here all day and tell you what I saw and how it works …… but really it’s about how they made me feel. Be it their false sickness (in my tummy), or a false sense of love, or like I’m a monster (did something terrible that I never did) or forced orgasms (rape), or bliss like I’m a cat on XTC or complete anxiety like doomsday is coming….. I have felt all of their falseness and false feelings as they have attempted to mind control me. To this day they have attempted every moment of everyday to bait me in with something and I’m done.
I have made a personal decision to not photograph them as much as I was before. Like I have probably thousands of photos trying to capture a bit of what I see. I have enough people confirm I’m not crazy it’s really there. I’m not medical schiz unless the pills kill them but in my brain and eyes. So I need to chill on that.
I see how their connected and communicate. They can literally write words so semi intelligent. They can move or attach, speak. They create dreams with light and illusions. So they may look like an alien in the astral but in your dreams with some light and imagination (and reference) will be your ex lover or a monster. Yes they make dreams! These are dream makers that took it too far. Wonder why dreams are weird and crazy usually………. because most of them are psychopaths. I say this with compassion. It’s not an exaggeration. Their countless lies and torture ….. it would actually be an understatement…… at least a psychopath might take a fucking break.
So at this point all I have is my faith in God the true God and not these little minions out here trying to play God on the astral plane.
I want this to stop. I want detach from this false matrix if I can’t destroy it and all their little toys, tricks and games. But maybe it’s not mine to destroy.
I’m sickened and saddened by this experience. I thought life was so much more than this. Or simpler.
I just want out!!!