“Remember Who Gave You Your Crown”, the Entity said to me posing as my Ex (twin flame). The story was of Isis and Osiris. And I was to be his Queen. Many image themselves as Kings and Queens, Gods and Goddesses. But I wanted to be me.
I hadn’t fully realized I was in what I called “Opposite World”. Everything was flipped, Everything was a lie, and even if I figured that something was a lie, that could be a lie too. Its a set up. And you never win. I had no choice but to play along until I figured out what was happening to me. I cried so much.
I felt my head become hot and tender. I literally felt like my skull had been opened and exposed. Like my brain was bring directly spoken into. It was loud.
I had read that this COULD be symptoms of kundalini or the opening of the crown chakra, also known as a halo, and the “soul star chakra”. I tried to understand. Little did I know.
In opposite world everything is a lie, everything is an opposing force to the very essence of your being. When I was told “remember who gave you your crown”, I didn’t realize the very opposite was happening. I wasnt being given a “crown”, my crown was being taken away. My mind was no longer mine. I didn’t have control, I didn’t have room. I mean I still don’t fully.
This was a check mate.
Using my Ex (Twin Flame) as a guise to get inside my head for lord knows what, for god knows what reasons.
I was shot down from my throne. Viciously attacked ….. Constantly attacked to the point of debilitation.
I will still never understand why.
Now my home is under attack. The are the shadow spots that spew these things at me. I can’t see everything. But I can see and feel enough.
My body is reacting to the attacks again. Rashes, burning.
The Entities would say “I WIN!”, but it won by showing me visions of child sexual abuse until I gave up and decided to die crying in my bed. Everyday.
If that’s winning ….. I’m OK with loosing.
But I want to fight back. I’m tired of my mind being a canvas for its sick images.