Please tell me if I’m bugging but there are X on my arm. The most visable on id near my wrist. Some of these are the same things I see float up to me.
My eyes are your eyes.
I can’t wait till you have eyes. (You see)
I hope you never have eyes. (You never see)
I want to know who (my name) is.
Now you know who (my name) is.
I’m never coming back.
When I try to say this phrases back the “female” one yells “OPPOSITE” out.
I figure if these were spells I could figure who sent these demons and stop this insanity.
Occasionally the phrases will change with two or three words. But I don’t know what is the point of saying these.
Maybe the two or three entities switch off (on me or) different parts of the body this way.
It hurts either way. But I know they don’t have and ounce of compassion that I once had for them.
At time I feel like I’m being energetically pimped…. Or like a circus show.
If that wasn’t the case why was I stripped of my energy until I couldn’t move and in poor health?
When I have mustered up a little bit of happiness, energy/ motivation it is quickly stripped. Maybe with in half a day.
There has to be a way……. I’m like in my prime. This sucks.
“Omg you are awesome”
“I love you”
Can you imagine these words being said to you then almost immediately after you are bing energetically raped.
I had a nice chat with a dude from one of the schizophrenia forums I’m in.
Actually, I had a few so far, this other guy said he wanted to have a baby with me and I was like UUUUHHHM K. But I got what he meant and just looked past the misogyny and found that he was saying that two people who have this experience making a child I guess in his mind would make a super baby or something.
At this point I would be more worried about spiritually dirty this place is. Earth is like a trap house! But i guess they want us to hate where we live ya know. I guess that’s why they are all super gross and destructive.
When this first happened I thought I had been given the “dude program”, don’t ask me why, with the child abuse stuff and the hypersexuality/sensitivity, I don’t know I guess this was my own terrible assumptions.
Thankfully I met other women, mothers different ages who also struggled with this same program. This same experience. Being called a whore, a child molester, racist thoughts, incest, twisted spiritual beliefs. Just pure insanity.
So I had a nice long talk with this one dude. And I just spewed everything out. Even he thought this was only programming for guys and was thankful I was so upfront and real about this experience. No one wants to be seen as a pervert…. at least not that way. But whatever.
When this first happened I no idea…. cause I thought this was linked to my ex (twin flame). That I was taking on some burden for him. But NO that was another lie to get you to agree to this bullshit torture. But I prayed so hard for our men.
HOW many of our men go through this silently? Thinking that this IS ACTUALLY apart of their divine programming? OMG I PRAYED SO FUCKING HARD FOR OUR MEN! For the ones who are strong enough to withstand it and those who are weak to fall prey. I’m queer so I guess that makes me like half lesbian…. and I mean there was a lot of issues I did have to work out about men. Just being honest. But to know how many of them hold on to this…. not knowing how to heal it. To shine a light on this issue. Ashamed, guilty and grossed out.
I don’t even know if I should pray for them anymore with all this false light out here parading around as God and angels trying to get anyone they can get at any cost.
I just have a deeper appreciation for men, and the burdens they carry as well. The societal norms, even when you don’t feel like should be a norm, the silence, the facade. Yes, men take up a lot of space but only if they fit the mold you know. Not if you are an outsider.
The false light / dark agenda….. wow! Bravo! They tried to sicken the minds and emotionally isolate our men while enraging the feminine desensitizing and destabilizing us. To keep us apart and out of love and in pain (twin flame separation).
I just have a deep love an appreciation for the good men out here, battling this and even more for those who are woke as fuck trying to wake our people up and battling this in whatever form.
I can’t wait to see us truly rise!
And I can’t wait to find my TRUE equal.
First Fuck this guy!
When I first heard of astral ANYTHING….. I read that one should be cautious of having sex there for they may attach to you and reek havok in your life. So that instantly turned me off since I wouldn’t know what I was doing.
Over the last two years I have an attachment that I have no idea how I got that was trying to seem like it was my Ex (“twin falme”) having “astral sex” naming my ex’s name, then Osiris and then Gregory. As soon as I said no it became daily rape. Constant rape…. To this day. Rape.
This dude is literally opening up a portal and allowing anything to come and go as they please for his own personally gratification.
Because communication is “telepathic” and can seem as mind control, the Entity has tried to convince me that I want it. Or begging for it, especially as I am waking up from sleep.
I’ve said in a previous post (Alien Love Bite) that I believe that many Astral Entities cause the drama of a “Twin Flame” love story so it can isolate you and keep you for its own means. Many people in the “separation phase” tend to stay celibate waiting for their lover to return, but all the while communicating with them “telepathically” during that time. Since you are too afraid (false implanted thought), to contact them you rarely have the chance to confirm this telepathy with them. I’m sure most are ashamed of having this astral sex with their supposed “twin flame” and won’t talk about it or admit it. Everything is sacred and a secret….. RIGHT! Except I’m being fuckint raped. That’s why they keep you from your lover! So they can use you in ways a narcissist hasn’t even dreamed of.
Fuck this guy! Opening up portals and letting shit in that van harm people. All so he can get laid by some astral avatar looking chick?
Get your whole fucking life together! All of it!
I have to sit here and be raped all day while there is completely willing idiots looking for this shit. It’s so fucked up!
Y’all maybe I’m buggin. But my friend said she saw what I saw in both pictures.
You have to zoom in on both. The 1st picture look near the dark entrance, the look near the divider screens, the look in the top left corner above the green lamp. The 2nd picture zoom in look near in the dark area to the top left. These are unedited and I took them on my sisters Mac Air while I was watching a video cause I figured it would be better quality than my phone. I took more some with me in the photos and and still saw them all over the place actually more than I originally caught with my eye. I have one or two more if you want me upload.
What do you see? How many?
After I sent my friend the photos she sent me photos from her research today. She said the first had a bunch of “insectiods” aliens, and the second a reptilian.
I feel like the insectoids aliens are similar to the drawing I made. And the the second to the photo she sent me.
My other friend sent me these photos of what he sees since I showed him my drawing. Which is also very similar to the first photo.
In the second photo she sent me this picture which is what I see in the second picture more or less. I’m not sure if I see one big one and a small one.
I mean I’ve been calling this thing a “pedophile dot”, but yesterday for the FIRST TIME EVER it called itself “ugly”, at first I thought it was making fun of me for the billionth time. But no it said “No, I’m really ugly” NOT ugly for all the pedo, incest, racist, nasty, homicidal, psychopathic thoughts, visions and sensations that it forces me to endure, but that it really thought it was physically ugly. Superficial and typical.
I only see a mist of impressions, dark light, false light, like photo negatives in space of these archon alien reptilian insectiod bullshit. Whatever it is it doesn’t feel good and it does NOT have good intentions. A few people (light workers or whatever) asked if there was a portal open near me because it seemed to be an infestation. One woman said there was a portal hiding inside of ME!
I told my friend that “I have proof you see what I see. So I’m not bugging. But I’m kinda bugging because I’m not bugging.”
So like now what? If you added all the Schizo’s, Targeted Individuals and a bunch of other people that don’t know what they are playing with. That is A LOT of people walking around with bullshit.
An Excerpt from the, “Cleansing Spiritual Portals” that I posted prior to this post;
“The end results of all these open portals are perversions, child molestation, abductions, nightmares, sleep paralysis, stolen babies which look like miscarriage, materialism, selfishness, greed, violence and misery, all of which the aliens relish because they produce energy that the aliens can eat for food or sell on to other spirits in the spirit-market.” NOT TO MENTION RAPE, RACISM, INCEST to say the least.
Y’all ! WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK?!
I took a second deep look at the I keep seeing infinity signs all over the place and the second look got scarier but kinda cartoony, like all the insectoid started popping out in the image.
PS. The Demon just blacked me out as I write this for like 30 seconds cause im writing this.
Anyway yea so then I started tripping on insectoids and like bla, either way there is some gnarly energy either way and I don’t need a photo to prove it.
Its fucked up.
Its real out here in these spiritual streets y’all. They out here playing everyone for a fool. My friend is over here swearing Arch Angel Michael wanted him to join his ranks, mean while demon #blablabla was acting like my dead grandpa, my ex, God…. And I was like yo that gotta be Satan then.
Like I don’t know God like THAT, Jesus is not my home boy but he is hella cool for trying to wake the people up. But I know this shit right here happening right now and to many people that bullshit ain’t God. NAH.
Either screw this ghost pictionary, astral demonic peekaboo bullshit.
I’m seeing shit (the clear mist and one large dot) at the head of my families beds and I am PISSED NOW! Like its one thing if they are attacking me. But not my family not my sister who has been through so much and has struggled with health since birth.
We have a SERIOUS problem now.
Today was a little tough. I had to go do a task for my father. So it was going a little outside of my comfort zone. It started off as general pain.m, I could feel the entity tighten its grip around my neck or feel the pressure on my head and jaws and I tried to manage the back pain I always and only worsened with all the extra weight.
So I got some molten popped 4 got a coffee and hoped it would work soon. I started to study the outline of other people looking to see if they had the same as me. I only saw on a few people on the bus, but often they can turn sideways (the thin side) to not be visible like seeing an aura.
I also had the knocking tugging at my back outside for the first time. I never felt this outside before.
Either, I pushed through the pain never sure of what I was seeing or what it even means.
Then I wanted to share a snack with my mom that use to get when I was younger in the village called Pomme Frits, its like Belgium cut fries and all these crazy sauces so I thought it would be cute to share with her. Its in the NYU area on the city and as I walked through as I have many times before, this Demonic Archon started loosing its ever loving consciousness, and started doing the “child molester” play again.
So I just keep walking, trying to get to first ave even though my back/ core felt like a noodle. I just kept walking ignoring it trying to breathe and just get to 1st Ave.
Once I got to the bus stop and sat down I broke down crying. Because its such a gross game and thing to do. Like damn I can’t get some fries and chill one day?
In some ways calling ME a child molester is an INSULT to my soul, to my core to who I know myself to be. I sometimes feel like its a cruel joke making fun of the fact that I am infertile because of PCOS. “You’ll never be a mom”, “you’re a child molestor”, “you heal no one”.
A lady at the bus stopped asked me if I was OK I lied and said I was fine and thanked her. I was just over the day by then. I’m tired of being “strong”. I just want this over with, the voice, the thoughts, the headaches, the rape, the crazy dreams, done.
The is no excuse for this torture.
So I did a salt bath tonight. Baths are so much work cause I have to take my sisters shower chair out. But I did it.
I made it hot…could have been a little hotter but it was hot enough. I hadn’t seen the Archon jelly circles for that much. Most of them were fading. But in the bath I scanned my body and found one no bigger than my hand hiding in my left boob so I placed my hand over it and I guess it popped out because I found it.
God I wish I knew someone that could help me understand. I feel super cray, and everyone is runi g around trying to be light workers with a magic light bubble around them and I’m over here seeing a serious “spiritual” etheric, astral/3D archon infestation.
This one girl at the mental health clinic had a string of them. Almost like a family of them came over to see whats up and the way I knew it wasn’t mine was because the were linked and two there was a pink one at the end.
ANY WAY.. Whatever.
Last night a dark mass “cloud” swept over my body as I tried to fall asleep in bed. It said, “you feel so good” in a creepy voice. I figured this was just another trick to get me worked up. But I kept my cool and remembers all the times these things called me fat, ugly, a man ect. I just kept saying get out of my body get out of my home.
As the black mass was over me the visions (illusions), were more intense than before. More vibrant, which was strange. They were kinda fading for a while. The flashes were more often.
As of today, the Archon dots are not AS apparent as days before. I can see glimpses of them and mainly the sparkles. (I will never look at glitter the same ever again) And I wonder if that has to deal with the black mass that was trying to get inside of me.
I don’t know if this is a good or a bad thing. Probably just another game.
After I wrote my post Sister Sister, the Archon Demon went on to do this whole dramatic play that it was being tortured or carried away. Just screaming ect. It was annoying and I told IT that I knew it was doing. Just putting on a dramatic play so maybe I feel like it got what it deserved for what it did to me and my family. I’m not falling for it. And it immediately stopped.
Shit is so wack.
I had to talk myself into taking a bath. Because no matter where I go, these things are here. Sleeping, outside, bathroom. So I can’t avoid them.
Now I have to go take a salt bath with a bunch of hateful archon sparkle jelly fish blobs staring at me and trying to fuck up my night.