Any time I pray I get attacked

Any time I pray I get attack with some new fresh hell…..

I will spare you details because it would be like spreading it but it’s it’s in in the same themes they always have sexual perversion.

I prayed for my sister cause she hasn’t been feeling well like before she had the stroke. And I got scared. And I don’t know if it’s really her health or these demons attacking her.

I snuck a photo of here and saw a long parasite wrapped around her stomach and something glowing on the eye she had surgery on.

She eats healthy ish, lots of salads and fruits …….. but it’s a lifestyle change she would need like a full detox and it’s drastic and I know she’s not going to do that or listen to me m. I just prayed and put in Gods hands and asked the one true God to let me know if there is anything I can do to assist my sister. Because the demons blamed me for my sister stroke. Said “you couldn’t even save your sister.”

So this morning the demons gave me a really bad dream involving my sister 😭😭😭😭😭😭😳😳😭😳😭😭😳😳😭😭😭😳😳😳😳😭😭😳😞 and I hate my life and kind of just waiting to die really.

Just waiting to die.

I know it’s not me or my subconscious mind or any of that shit. It’s a demon. Or many…. but I’m just waiting to die and I’m going to keep on being a tattle tale until that day comes.

So yack yack yickity yyack yack!

Fucking nasty assholes pieces of shit.

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Seroquel Update

I’m on Seroquel 100mg once a day at night

Where I passed out the first night. It no longer helps me sleep.

I find that I am becoming more …….. complacent with talking back to the voices where before I was making a good effort not to talk back to them.

Complacent that’s how I feel on this drug.

My eyes are shifting and feeing like they are specifically being electrocuted after taking the medication at night.

I smoke and snack (but don’t like meals) more on this drug.

Dizzy

My hearing will become tin canny.

Hallucinations are all still there.

Who is the Antichrist and When Will He Come?

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“Don’t let anyone deceive you in any way, for that day [the Second Coming] will not come until the rebellion occurs and the man of lawlessness is revealed, the man doomed to destruction.” (2 Thessalonians 2:3)

The month of December is renowned for its primary holiday. Even though Christmas is a manmade holiday, Christians can use the season to initiate a discussion about Jesus’ birth, ministry, death, ascension, and return. There is a lot to talk about if you can find an opportunity to do so!  Although few people were aware of Jesus’ birth, when he returns, the Bible predicts “every eye will see Him!” (Revelation 1:7) Before Jesus returns, another being called the Antichrist will first appear on Earth. The Antichrist (Lucifer) will not appear in the same manner that Jesus appears. Jesus and the Father will not touch the Earth at the Second Coming. Instead, they will hover above the Earth and as Earth rotates beneath them, every eye will see them on a glorious throne. (Matthew 26:64) When Jesus returns, He will call the righteous dead to life (John 5:28) and the righteous living will then be caught up with them to meet the Lord in the air! (1 Thessalonians 4:13-18)

The righteous saints meet the Lord in the air because Jesus and the Father will not descend to Earth at the Second Coming! Instead, the Father, Son, Holy Spirit, and the redeemed will leave this planet and head for the city, New Jerusalem. In this manner, Jesus will keep the promise He made just before His death: “In my Father’s house are many rooms; if it were not so, I would have told you. I am going there to prepare a place for you. And if I go and prepare a place for you, I will come back and take you to be with me that you also may be where I am.” (John 14:2,3, italics mine) In this verse, Jesus promised to take us to be with Him. He did not promise to return to Earth and stay here with us.

Unfortunately, many Christians have not considered John 14:2,3. They believe that Jesus will return to live on Earth and this allows the Antichrist to loosely imitate the Second Coming many times. Because communication will be limited between different parts of the world, Lucifer will descend with a giant cloud of brilliant angels over large cities. People in different regions of the world will see him arrive at various times. The important difference between Jesus’ and the devil’s appearing is that the devil will be unable to do what he intends to do if he stays up in the sky. The devil has to spend some time on Earth to accomplish his evil goals.

The Man of Lawlessness

Paul indicates “the man of lawlessness” (Lucifer, the devil) will put on a big show with counterfeit miracles, signs, and wonders. (2 Thessalonians 2:9-12) Millions of evil angels (actually demons) will herald the fake news, “Almighty God has arrived! Come out to see him! He has come to establish the kingdom of God on Earth and there will be a thousand years of peace and prosperity for everyone!” The wicked will be excited by this announcement. Yet, we can only understand this deception if we learn the events that occur prior to the Antichrist’s appearance.The first four trumpets will devastate Earth and ruin its many infrastructures. People who live then will be in very primitive, miserable conditions. I believe the devil and his angels will appear about two and one half years after the first four trumpets occur. Consider the devil’s appearance as John saw it:

“The fifth angel [that stands before God in Heaven (Revelation 8:2)] sounded his trumpet, and I [John] saw a star [a term used to describe angels (Revelation 1:20), a brilliant being] that had fallen from the sky to the Earth [cast out of Heaven]. [At the appointed time,] The star was given the key to the shaft of the Abyss. When he [the devil] opened the Abyss, smoke rose from it [a great cloud of angels appeared in the sky, the cloud was so dense that it looked] like the smoke from a gigantic furnace. The Sun and sky were darkened by the smoke from the Abyss. And out of the smoke locusts [millions of angels with wings, the number of them was so great that they looked like a giant swarm of locusts] came down upon the Earth and were given power [from God to hurt certain people, the harm they caused was] like that of scorpions of the Earth.” (Revelation 9:1-3, insertions mine)

In John’s day, the Abyss was thought to be a mysterious region located beneath a flat Earth. People believed that demons dwelled in the Abyss and volcanoes served as chimneys for the fires that burned down there. The shaft (or bottomless pit) of the Abyss was considered to be a hole that went through the flat Earth. In this case, the star is Lucifer who was cast out of Heaven. As the angel king of the Abyss, he is given a key so that he and his followers can escape. This language indicates that Jesus deliberately and precisely controls when the Antichrist appears.

“They [the demons] were told not to harm the grass of the Earth or any plant [crops] or tree [they are not permitted to physically destroy anything], but only those people who did not have the seal of God on their foreheads. They were not given power to kill them, but only to torture them for five months. And the agony they suffered was like that of the sting of a scorpion when it strikes a man. [The torture was so great that] During those days men will seek death, but will not find it; they will long to die, but death will elude them. The locusts [the angels from the Abyss] looked like [well-armed] horses prepared for battle. On their heads they [the demons] wore something like crowns of gold [showing authority over mankind], and their faces resembled human faces. Their hair was [long] like women’s hair, and their teeth were [deadly, powerful] like lions’ teeth. They had breastplates like breastplates of iron [they were invincible, human beings could not stop them, injure them, or kill them], and the sound of their wings was like the thundering of many horses [very loud] and chariots rushing into battle [they had intimidating power]. They had tails and stings like scorpions, and in their tails they had power to torment people for five months. They had as king over them the angel of the Abyss, [the star who received the key] whose name in Hebrew is Abaddon, and in Greek, Apollyon. [Whether Jew or Gentile, his title means: The Destroyer.] The first woe [the first curse on the wicked] is past; two other woes are yet to come [upon them].” (Revelation 9:4-12, insertions and italics mine)

John saw a representation of Lucifer and his demons in the same way that he saw the seven-headed beast in Revelation 13:1. If you remember, the seven-headed beast looked like a leopard, but it had feet like a bear, and a mouth like a lion. These features are representations that describe Babylon’s powers. Lucifer and his demons will not physically look like locusts having scorpion tails. Instead, the devil and his angels will be brilliant, glorious beings with a human-like appearance, because like mankind, they were made in God’s image. (Genesis 1:26; Job 38:7) The demons from the Abyss will be much larger and more powerful than humans. People will not be able to control, stop, or kill them. God will release them from the Abyss and give them power to rule over the whole world for about fourteen months.

God only releases the devil and his angels from the spirit realm (the Abyss), after the world has rejected the clearest evidence of His will and higher authority. When the fifth trumpet occurs, Lucifer will confront each wicked person with the clearest evidence of his will and authority. Standing about fifteen feet tall and deceptively cloaked in brilliant light and charming benevolence, the devil will tell the wicked that he is “Almighty God.” I believe that Lucifer is physically “15 feet tall” using the following texts. Psalm 8:3-5 reveals that Jesus created man “smaller” or “shorter” than the angels and 1 Kings 6:23-26 documents that Solomon constructed a life-sized likeness of the two angels for the Most Holy Place.

To prove the lie that he is “Almighty God,” the devil will call fire down from the sky on command. (Revelation 13:13) The devil will declare he has come to establish God’s kingdom on Earth and he invites everyone to join him for 1,000 years of peace and prosperity. The devil is called “the false prophet” for this reason. Behind the scenes, demons will arrest and torture everyone caught refusing to worship the devil for blasphemy and insubordination.

The Beast from the Abyss is the Antichrist

In Revelation 9:1-11, John saw “the angel king of the Abyss” released from the Abyss. In Revelation 13:11, John saw a beast come up out of the Earth (inferring this beast will come up through a shaft in the Earth). In Revelation 11:7, John says the beast from the Abyss will kill the Two Witnesses and in Revelation 17:8, John says the wicked will be astonished when they SEE the beast from the Abyss because currently, he is not visible. Putting these pieces together, I conclude at the fifth trumpet, Jesus releases “a higher power.” At this point, the devil and his angels will physically appear and descend from the sky. They will torture everyone except those having the seal of God as they take control of the world and rule with absolute authority. Paul calls the devil, the man of lawlessness in 2 Thessalonians 2 because he will not be subject to manmade laws.

When the five months allotted for the fifth trumpet end, the sixth trumpet will sound. At that time, Jesus will permit the devil to kill one-third of mankind. (Revelation 9:15)  When he receives this power, the devil will demand a one-world government be formed. Lucifer will set himself up as King of kings and Lord of lords and no one can stop him. He will demand everyone who refuses to worship him be put to death. To make his dominion complete, the devil will abolish and outlaw the religions and governments of the world. There will be one faith, one Lord, and one baptism. At this time, the 144,000 will announce an inflammatory third message to counter this global development: “If anyone worships [obeys] the beast [from the Abyss] and his image [his one-world government] and receives his mark [a tattoo] on the forehead or on the [right] hand, he, too, will drink of the wine of God’s fury, which has been poured full strength into the cup of his wrath. He will be tormented with burning sulfur in the presence of the holy angels and of the Lamb.” (Revelation 14:9,10, insertions mine)  The devil’s one-world government is described in Revelation 13 as an image (or a likeness of the government set up by the seven-headed beast) because it will be similar. The seven-headed beast will be a global church/state directed by seven heads, but the devil’s image will be a global church/state directed by an evil impostor claiming to be Almighty God.

The Mark of the Beast

If we want to understand the mark of the beast, we have to understand the dire situation that will exist on Earth at the sixth trumpet. After the devil abolishes the religions and governments of the world, he will establish ten “puppet” kings as task masters. He will give these kings an assignment to build God’s kingdom. Everyone must work on this project or be punished for sedition. The devil will resort to an ancient method for dealing with large numbers of people to enforce his laws and manage his subjects. He will divide the people of Earth into groups of 1,000. (Exodus 18:24-26, Numbers 31:48-54, Deuteronomy 1:15, 1 Samuel 22:7, 1 Chronicles 27:1)  One person will be chosen from each group to serve as its captain. After the devil divides the people, he will tell each captain that the first 666 people willing to receive a tattoo on the right hand showing “666” can live.  All others must be put to death. (Revelation 9:15)  This gruesome tactic will expose those who have the slightest reservation about worshiping the devil and obeying his laws. People who immediately accept the devil’s mark will live.

The phrase, “the mark of the beast” is a poor translation from the Greek language.  The phrase should be translated, “the engraving of the beast.” The Greek word: charagma is translated “mark” in English, but the Greek word means an engraving, such as an engraving on a tombstone or a tattoo, an engraving on the flesh.  A tattoo is a very simple, low tech, easy way to control people in large numbers. Hitler tattooed millions of prisoners and the devil will do the same.  A tattoo is not reversible, transferable, or subject to theft or counterfeiting. To conduct business (some buying and selling will be possible at that time), a tattoo showing “666” on the right hand will be required.  The dire circumstances on Earth at the time of the sixth trumpet require strong action.

The Bible also describes Lucifer’s government as a great prostitute (Revelation 17:1), riding on (controlling) the seven-headed beast. This caricature indicates that everyone who goes along with the devil to survive will behave as a prostitute. A prostitute is a person without morals. A prostitute is willing to violate his or her body for something even though he or she knows that doing so is evil. The parallel will be obvious. When the mark of the beast is offered, billions of people who refused to love the truth, people who refused to trust in God and depend on Him for survival will sell their souls and bodies to the devil to survive. This is a profound lesson found in Revelation’s story: When people reach a point where they value life more than righteousness, the Creator of life has determined that such people are unfit to live!

Mantis outline

You can kinda see the outline of the mantis and how tall the can get.

You can also see a small one at the bottom near my family members leg. They are light beings that can go from light to dark.

Then bring your eyes to the right of the fan you see some stuff as well.

You have to relax your eyes to see them. I can’t even make this shit up. It was a surprise shot I did in my parents bedroom.

This is the crazy dimension I’m stuck between. I just wish they would shut the fuck up sometime……. at least!!!!!

How Many Entities?

My family’s apartment (specifically my room) is lined in Entities. The ceilings are lined with medium size I can’t count how many but one wall could have maybe 5 to 10 gecko looking ones that will spew sparkles if I look at them. So let’s say a lot of those in the main room and on electronics too (TVs, Fans)

OK.

So in term of very different large entities I have seen quite a few. But apparently they CAN shape shift. So let’s say 5-10 larger entities. This includes Mantis (and their many looks), shadow demon, something that looks like ETs cousin, reptilians, ect.

Then I’ve seen countless parasites worms centipedes looking ones, smaller tiny versions of the bigger ones and small demons trolls, tiny human fairy looking ones, tiny black dot ones (almost like the soot from spirited away). Maybe hundreds of all of those. 😳

Then there are 🌺 flowers and cars and tree branches, mask, words, numbers, boxes of costumes. Yea it’s crazy round these parts.

OK. Yea so that’s my life right now.

And while I see ALL OF THIS……. I only hear 2 to 3 voices max on the regular. If there are like 100s of entities like I see and I have seen go in and out my body wouldn’t I hear more? I know they are “hive mind” or “group consciousness” but something still doesn’t make sense completely. At one point (before I saw them) I thought it was ONE Entity acting as many because of how fast they would talk or how often they would pretend to be other characters.

I see many, hear few, believe none.

Now my friend is telling me this is the government but idk. This is legit nonstop harassment. She said they want to give me cancer. Idk.

I just wish I could figure this out or it would just stop already. I’m not crazy. I’m not.

I hope the truth come out soon cause I never thought I would be the tin foil hat girl. Shit sucks.

The Pen is Mighty

Categories open for intergalactic multi dimensional realness serving face and only face (seriously they look like just floating heads sometimes you know mars attack).

Yea, no wonder they were trying zonk me out or cripple my hand when I would go to draw the demonic alien Mantis or get help on this issue from certain healers.

Library is OPEN…… I’ve read and written them to filth because that is what they are! NASTY! Infestation on the consciousness of humans how dare they impose their filth on anyone!

Dead Ass!

They need to be locked in their own dimension so they can just feed on each other into nothingness.

Sick!

Everyone is lulled like babies by their lies until they try to kill you cause you awakened. Fuck Them!

They are trying so hard for me not to see them and I still do. GROOSSSS!!! YUCK!

Imma take a page out of their book and tell them!!!

GO HOME!!!!!

GO THE FUCK HOME!

😠

Praying Mantis’

The ones I see don’t look like this. They look more traditional but have like other things with them like masks and necklaces and outfits.

Is this a joke that I’m seeing “PRAYING” Mantis’ but they are from another dimension and evil?

Like what le fuck is GOING ON?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!

I realized that the Mantis can shape shift into looking like a reptilian. Which makes sense. Because they want to feared. So they used the reptilian persona to scare the shit out of me and rape me and stuff.

Just like the used the God persona to condemn me, but who the fuck are they? Where do they fit in this grand scheme of life other than fucking mine up?

http://www.exopaedia.org/Ataien

Everything I read about them are positive but this has been nothing but a nightmare. They even have a curse to scare me called “summer of Sam” .

How the fuck do I get this shit out of my life it’s so grossssssssssss!!!!

I use to like praying mantis too!!! I was going to even dedicate a fashion show to their color pallets and shapes. But now ! The FUCK!

God please tell what is going on!!!

😞

Matrix: Brainwashing : Trigger Words

So you know how a lot of those hippy new age blogs say “just ask the universe” , then we step the game up with the business Guru’s who tell you the CORRECT way to ask the universe.

Positive affirmations basically. Not only with your thoughts and words but with actions and it can be a slow process.

So if you are trying to diet, instead of saying “I’m not going to EAT” you would say “I am full” something like that. Also I’m a goofy so I like to eat so I previously would indulge in making decadent healthy dishes. It was fun to turn something that wasn’t AS healthy more healthy.

The reason I mention this is TRIGGER WORDS. We all have them programmed in us consciously or unconsciously. Essentially they are there. These can be goals, fears, subconscious programming from the media (internet, tv, music, new, ect), culture.

Well these Entities (Mantis /Reptilian) telepathically brainwash through fear. The fear keeps you distracted until you realize it’s an illusion then it just becomes annoying.

What they do is implant triggers while you are too focused on pain and fear and the situation

Next thing you know your SO lost.

They said there is free will but I believe when only two choices are presented that is not free will. That is a false sense of choice.

I was on my weight loss journey for 4 years lost a solid 100lb+ becoming “schizophrenic”. I was able in my own time to eliminate what wasn’t working for me this included smoking too since I was working out more. You can feel that💩. So I maybe two at the end of the day. Some days none. I also worked with kids and didn’t want to smell like smoke so this made me try t be more responsible. Including working out in the off season so I kept my muscles active (I worked at a farm). So I was proud of my accomplishments with my body even was healing symptoms of PCOS. Then BOOM ATTACK from another dimension!

With all that said….. that was the track that I was on and I did NOT THINK this track was even fathomable.

What these entities would do is…. say “Stop smoking” , “Don’t eat anything here (this house/realm)”. What I found was that I would do the opposite I would smoke more every time they mentioned stop smoking I would eat more every time he mentioned don’t eat or eat or go smoke a cigarette so the point was trigger words. The trigger words were smoke and eat there or both positive affirmations for doing the action. Actions that I had been previously had worked years to work on fixing my habits.

And all it took was less than a year.

They kept me in pain by mentioning things about childhood fears break ups mistakes made maybe a little wires that were told anything that would keep a person and guilt shame and fear. And this would happen nonstop over and over all day every day waking sleeping for about 2 1/2 years now.

The triggers have become habits so it’s a way of feeling like the entities can control me but I am now more so addicted to smoking then I was say or year ago I am a lot of this is because I am not as physically active because of the energetic pain that the entities put on me. And I know that it’s an illusion but it’s still a part of my daily reality.

So now that I know my triggers or the triggers programming that was put inside of me now what?!

If I was going to ask the universe for anything would be to remove these entities so that I can actually know what is me!

When I close my eyes I see the entities placing black patches over my vision so that I can’t see what is in front of me or around me so that I can’t fully see you with my third eye or good eyes or whatever you want to call them. These aren’t dreams. This is fully awake. But probably what dreams/ nightmares are made of.

So the fact that I’m being kept from being my fullest or true potential is telling me that I need for fleet of entities to attack me on a daily basis for over two years that I have to be energetically locked down in one place that I’m not allowed to pretty much go anywhere. A mother have to put black patches over my eyes or my third eyes so that I don’t see what they don’t want me to see how much is them attacking me regularly.

So think of the trigger words like curses or spells every time the entity says stop smoking as much as I want to think that this entity has my best interest at heart it doesn’t.

Really what is saying is to smoke causing confusion more confusion so that it can maintain control. What this entity is staying at the end of the day is SMOKE!

It doesn’t want me to be healthy or happy and what’s funny is my last letter to my ex (false twin flame) is that, that is what I wished for him.

And I meant it.

So now that I know the triggers are curses spells brainwashing what do I do?

I’m in a super tricky situation. Because I can’t seem to cancel them out as much as I have tried with ” positive affirmations”. There are at least 50-100 in my house alone.

Deep breath!

Twin Flame: Illusion of Unconditional Love

So I will alway think about things differently I don’t go with the status quo and as much as I want to be a part of SOME clique I will usually be the black sheep. Only once did I feel a part of a team that actually challenged and cared and then BOOM schiz happened.

ANYWAYS…..

So have you noticed that “unconditional love” for your twin flame is a condition of the “twin flame” experience. FUCK THAT!

If someone is fucking up or hurting you, you tell them! Of course you want to check yourself and make sure you are not trying to hurt them back but check that shit! Unconditional love doesn’t mean taking anyone’s shit. That includes separation and taking false vows of chastity because that’s what this Entity forced me into.

Because that’s what it made me believe that would bring my “twin flame” back who was a false one.

You can be both fierce and loving. You can tell someone they are fucking up and still love them and not cower into this delusion that love doesn’t rock the boat or is silent.

Because then you are simply in a relationship with yourself doing all the work for both of you and THAT is not fair and that is fucking up.

I’m not a twin flame but that’s what ushered me into schizophrenia. So it’s a major part of my story and who I am. But who doesn’t want an eternal healing love? But at what price?

I’m not going to pay for anymore healing. Healing and being able to heal is a gift. And our world CLEARLY needs it now more than ever. NOW LOOK at the world once capitalism got its paws on healers and churches and religion and spirituality.

Look at it!!!!

But for only $1,111 I can fix your problems connect you with your twin flame, clear all your blocks, get you that dream job, manifest a life worth living.

?

Spare me. I get it we got bills to pay. At this point they are better off calling it therapy, than spiritual services. Costs about the same. Spiritual indicates you are actually working in other realms and being effective.

Either way if I come off as bitter oh well I spent more than I have to get rid of the black magic Entity that I some how accumulated after my ex. But whatever I’m just gonna keep going on and on and on and on until I know the truth AND this stupid gross shit stops!

Waiting Lines…..

“Everyone’s saying different things to me different things to me.”

Through the “twin flame” journey or better described “false twin flame trip”, something that resonated was “stand your ground”.

It wasn’t until then was I able to stop only some of the madness. I figured out it wasn’t “telepathic” communications with my ex (false twin flame). Or some “blessing” to bring us back together. It wasn’t fate, or angels or God.

As much as I wish it was, at least it wouldn’t have made felt less pointless. But I said I don’t want anything in return for this nasty torture. I didn’t want to marry my ex “nothing was worth” the implanted thoughts. I just wanted it to stop.

So I stopped. I physically and emotionally and mentally just huffed and sat my ass down and stopped everything. Gave up everything. Kept it simple, my faith in God although I can’t say I wasn’t unwavering at times and upset.

And I tried to stand up to my attackers the best way I know how. First with curiosity, then love and compassion cause I thought that’s what Jesus would do, then with fury and cussing them out almost every moment of every day cause I was tired of the nasty thoughts. They manipulated any course of action to position themselves in a place of authority and power.

And now I’m somewhere between ignoring and cussing. I used art and writing as a way to help myself and maybe others.

I tried to help others and be of service and I’m not saying that to boast just list the things I did in the meantime.

I’m just tired.

I don’t know what to do anymore. My hands are even curse. There are astral parasites intertwined around them making it difficult to draw like I was when I started.

So considering I gave up mostly everything, GOD what do I do while I wait? I’m a slow learner, but I go deep. I can be a fast learner too. But when it comes to spirituality I prefer to take my time never saw the rush. But now……. I just can’t take it anymore.i can barely make it a 1/4 a block with out feeling weighed down by the astral Entities. This isn’t about my motivation. There is coffee for that.

I just don’t know what to do anymore. Any effort I make is blocked by some astral curse. I have proof I’m not crazy PHOTOS that this is really happening….. to me and many. And I don’t know what to do.

God what do you want me to do in the mean time??!!? And how do I know it’s you and not the demons!?