Dark Web

A friend had inquired about the “dark web” on Facebook and people began to describe it. Someone said that you can use bitcoin to watch someone get killed. 

Sometimes I wonder if someone is doing something to me. I mean there is “radio” like sounds coming from my head, and next and vag. So I don’t know maybe someone has extreme technology to do this to someone.

As I said there seems to be a main “one” that kind of orchestrates the distant scream bubbles, the two talking on the TV, or a “set” which is like almost being submerged in an environment.

I thought if it is possible someone could do this to someone. Maybe I could find out how, and get my life back. 

I don’t know. I would like to think humans are better than doing something like this….. But then realized after reading the comments about the dark web…. That they are not.

I just don’t know. I just want it gone.

Just thinking. Which seems to work against me at times, because this Entity uses it for a story at a later time for its own entertainment. 

Clearing Energy

While the “energy” in my throat seems to have cleared. That means when I recorded it there were no radio static or blips. Also when I apply pressure I don’t feel the release as much. Also the strange rash that developed at the base of my neck cleared up. 

My vagina has not had the same affect. I felt the buzz and decided to record both areas but only had radio static sound in my vag. It only comes out when i record it, I don’t actually hear it myself. I didn’t try the top of my head, even tho its still kinda tense right now. 

Vagina is super curse. So lame. 😩😩😩

Why do I have radio sounds coming from my vagina?

Its like its crazy, but then I have all these confirmations that its outside or beyond me.

And who believed it? 

So, just now I looked at a mars rover 360 panarama photo of mars which is kinda cool. I jokingly said to myself, “guess no pyramids on mars” 

The Entity’s distant scream bubble (that’s what I call it) said “that’s right, that’s right, that’s right, that’s right”. 

Insinuating that believing that there are pyramids on mars is crazy. 

I said, “there have been crazier things said.” Insinuating this experience, and all the lies. 

The Entity said, “And you believed it.”

I said, “and you made it up.” Since you know people who come up with stories about pyramids on mars are crazy, so are the invisible voice that try to convince you of THEIR insanity.

Meh. 

The Divine Feminine? 

The only image missing here is like the Angel Goddess warrior one.

Have you noticed in spiritual forums, or like most inspirational quotes they are mostly like some young caucasian lady having some ethereal bliss like moment saying “just go with in”. 

Except ……… it looks more like years of tears and all of your insides spilling out and probably a few episodes of the Sinad O’Conner break down  …… And staring at your therapist never getting past a, “how was your day?” conversation. 

What IS the “spiritual” community selling with this idea of awakening like it’s DMT trip or finding “peace” ……. And what it really is …. Is loosing everything you love and ever ounce of sanity you thought you had left. And the world looks much more bleek…. As if you needed more confirmation.

In the same breath…. When you are having sick visions in a world where sick shit happens all the time …. Then Yea, escaping into some beautiful image helps (helped me), but can we get some more diversity?

How about a latina grandma on a sofa drinking coffee and telling you “fuck that bullshit!”. I don’t know I’m vulgure. I guess that’s how I picture myself. Only I’m not Latina…. Or a grandma… But whatever.

🌌 Dream State 🌌

So while the “entity” has “turned down in volume” in my waking life, it does omit the fact that it is still happening. I mean EVERY thought is turned negative. 

So its like EXAMPLE, I hear a cough, I scan the house to hear where its coming from, its my sister, the entity then steps in and maybe “suggests” that its attacking my sister so I am worried, then will buzz or burn my vagina and tell me it turn me on.

Another EXAMPLE, I am reading that my childhood friend just passed away, the Entity steps in and suggests that it was because of my Facebook post that he committed suicide. But he actual passed from addiction. 

Either way its absurd and these are the hurdles I have to jump.

It’s like any stimuli is manipulated into something beyond devient from my natural train of thought or essense of self. This happens 100++ times a day. It is exhausting and why I just sleep.

Then again.

So I sleep. I’ve noticed I have less… Uhm authority in my sleep. Tonight was yet another rapey sex dream. Since I have been yelling about rape the Entity now makes them more masterbation dreams which is strange instead of ceasing to do them at all lol its like it found a loop hole. I still consider it rape.

I’m not sexually active because of this thing. I think I might have masterbated once or twice this year. Some would say its repressed “sexual energy” but…. The same thing happened even when I fell sleep on the chest of someone I was seeing (and had sex with) last year.

My dreams were never like this. Strange. Empty. Otherworldly. Pretty. 

Now its filled with tons people strangers and loved ones always bordering inappropriate. 

This doesn’t include the blackbouts before sleep. Or the visions, now more so its not just visions, its this entity “chattering away”. Some times its even different voices women or men. But mostly none of it makes sense at all. Sometimes while I’m blacking out before sleep (which feels different than falling asleep), its just a series of these ramblings and sometimes I will be jolted out of my sleep because it is way off the mark, and I’m like “WHAT DID YOU SAY ABOUT MY GRANDMA?!?!”. Cause surprisingly this Entity disrespects the dead often.

Either way, what rights am I giving up when I sleep? Where do I go when I sleep? Who is actually remembering the dream?

I usually wake up pissed in some manner, because i feel violated, which a terrible way to wake up. Only to be greeted with another day of being violated.

So….. Yea. 

What’s Good?

Why couldn’t whatever this be used for good? 

Or be useful? 

Like actually find missing children, if i am gonna see these vision, actually help people heal instead of laying in bed feeling electrocuted for no reason. Hey if I’m gonna be energetically raped might as well have an amazing orgasm with an actual partner.

I guess some people have diffent degrees.

But I haven’t heard Kundalini “healing” any major issues in the body for anyone.

Just a bunch of past wounds being nawed in like a snack over and over until your numb.

At best i hear a bunch of people saying that they are just glad they came out alive. 

Staying Connected ☎

It is important that we stay connected. It is important that we are honest. This thing will create a storyline out of any insecurity. We must be open to truly listening to each other, being calm and resolving issues. 

We must be kind. Because the abuse I endure daily no one will ever truly understand. 

Diffusing any conflict as they arise. Try to better understand each other and work diligently towards a common truth.

On Kundalini 🐍

I saw this in a forum and this really hit the mark for me. 

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​“Watch out that no one deceives you. For many will come in my name, claiming, ‘I am the Messiah’ and will deceive many.” Matthew 24:5

“At that time, if anyone says to you, ‘Look, here is the Christ’ or ‘There He is’, do not believe it. For false Christs and false prophets will appear and perform great signs and wonders that would deceive even the elect.” Matthew 24:23

“So when you see standing in the holy place ‘the abomination that causes desolation’, spoken of through the prophet Daniel – let the reader understand – then those who are in Judea flee to the mountains” Matthew 24:15-16

There are many who worship the 3rd eye as their personal god instead of using it properly, as a tool. Daniel 11 explains the kings of the North and South poles of our chakra system. The chapter begins with the 4th, 5th and 6th chakras of the North, the fourth king is the Crown, much richer than the other kings. The mighty king that will arise is what we call our higher self. 

The king of the South is the lower self. The commander from the South is the ego. The daughter of the Southern king (energy) is betrayed with her royal escort (kundalini) and father and the one who supported her (ego). Their next attack was successful. The South will take their gods and their silver and gold to Egypt. Egypt symbolizes the lower region of the chakra system as explained in Exodus. 

Valuables made of gold and silver represent carnal minded alchemy. The provisions of the king and the desecrated temple is the fruit in the Garden of Eden and the pineal gland. It relates to the desolation of Eden. This entire chapter relates to the internal spiritual battle of an egocentric person. 

“He will confirm a covenant with many for one ‘seven’. In the middle of the ‘seven’ he will put an offering. And at the temple he will set up an abomination that causes desolation, until the end that is decreed is poured out on him.” Daniel 9:27

“The two kings, with their hearts bent on evil, will sit at the same table and lie to each other, but to no avail, because an end will still come at the appointed time.”           Daniel 11:27

“His armed forces will rise up to desecrate the temple fortress and will abolish the daily sacrifice. Then they will set up the abomination that causes desolation.”                  Daniel 11:31

It is not supposed to be seen as an idol. Opening the 3rd eye and rising in consciousness do not guarantee your salvation. If you take your focus away from God, believing in your own power, it is the abomination that Adam and Eve, the ancient cultures (Hindus, Egyptians,  etc), committed, mentioned in Matthew 24:15.

By, Ryan Archer