A common theme that seems to play both in the “spiritual” and “occult” but also with in the mental health community and maybe most visible among schizophrenics is duality. Dark vs Light Good vs Bad Truth vs Lies Reality vs Illusions I called it “opposite world” because this is how the Entity debased my reality. … Continue reading Duality and “Opposite World” 🌓
How do you pray when you are in opposite world? When everything you ever want ends up being some ironic joke of the opposite. Teach no lesson other than preserving through a ton of bullshit. I mean its not going to stop me. But it just seems like……. Idk….. Just ….. Uhg Idk.
Kundalini is a eastern spiritual concept. Prayer is a western spiritual concept or can be known as meditation. And “shadow work” is a western psychological concept. So Carl Jungs “Shadow Work“ identifies the “issue”, where is comes from and the belief that supports it. And the “prayer” or meditation helps to find I guess a solution … Continue reading Opposite World: “As above So Below” ☝👇
I have spoken about opposite world for a while now. It was a big part of the “delusion” I was dragged into. You can prolly search my blog and find a few posts. The more I went into occult groups on facebook trying to understand what was happening to me, was it a spell, voodoo, abilities, was … Continue reading TV on the Radio: Opposite World. 📺 “Stranger Things”
I’m pretty much go with the flow kinda person. But I am immovable on hurting anyone outside if self defense. These are the ways in which I’ve changed. Always queer but dated mostly women prior but now date mostly men (or if all cause I’m more worried about this experience than dating tbh) Vegetarian healthy … Continue reading Opposite World 🌐
I wish I had a pretty “Awakening”, if that is what you would call this….. I call it a curse. Others they call it ascension or weakening or kundalini or dark night of the soul or plain ol schizophrenia or Demonic possession. So many names for the event in which I life crumbles and it … Continue reading Pretty Awakening 🌿🌷🌿
” Complete reasons why you should be happy for being a total failure during awakening” By firstname.lastname@example.org On awakenpanda.com Having reached unconditional love for myself and others, lately I have come to the conclusion that there is a godlike reason for everything that had to happen to trigger my awakening. The false twinflame experience, failure … Continue reading Fish Against the Flow
All I do is try to avoid any activities that would trigger the Entity to rape me or touch me….. and maybe squeeze a TV show or some music in between. My whole mental landscape is circled round my vagina and if it’s being touched or not. Burned, raped, pinched, vibrate, tortured in the most … Continue reading I don’t know what I am anymore
I’ve hid myself away from the world for so long because I am cursed, I didn’t know that it could effect my family as well. So I stopped touching them became a robot for a while to get through it not knowing we were all simmering in the Entity juices. If I never moved back … Continue reading Hugs and Heart
In “opposite world” trying to make sense of myself in this world doesn’t align. The more I make sense of myself the more this world, the events that happened in my like, patterns, seem absurd.