Freewill and Satans Bondage

God gave us “free will” …… But i wouldn’t call it free will. I would call it choice.

Free will i believes means we have more than 2 options. Duality. Good or bad. Black or white. If we had true “free will” we could choose could pick the color green. And not just black or white. Hey maybe even the whole crayola box. Free will i feel like also involves truth in all aspects. Otherwise if you are basing your descisions on lies that is not free will nor a valid choice.

The thing is God gave a choice to love him and appreciate him and serve him. Its a pretty simple choice.

It’s “Satan” that comes in and says ….. You have free will. Do whatever you want. Eat that apple. One of the Satanist Temples tag lines is “it’s better to reign in hell, than to serve in heaven”.

Rest assure they will not be reinging in hell.

Giving the illusion of free will. But most dont understand that we become slaves to that “choice”. That free will we think we have. Those needy demons attach to us in constant want of that choice. Slowly creating a hell on earth for us. And we become bonded in chains to that choice and need. Exhalting it before God.

I can attest. Dating SUCKED for me. All I wanted was love and to eventually marry someone i love and loves me back. And so many times i got trapped in situations where i didnt know how to say no. And i didnt want to be disliked. (And the one time i did say no i got raped). And my search for love in a new world quickly became only sexual. And i would go on the next date thinking it would be different. That we would go on a date and talk all night. And it wasnt…. And again and again until i had to stop it. Even recently i was dating someone. I thought introducing them to my family this time thinking it would make them treat me with more respect. And every other day he talked about how he wanted to come home to me and have babies that looked like me but then GHOST. Like out of no where and for no reason i know of.

So my intentions were pure. Love. But love was quickly exchanged for lust because i did not allow God to direct my love life. So I became an addict looking for love only getting that cheap hit of lust. Temporary feels.

And the demons LOVED playing games. They even were so bold to involved themselves while i was having sex. Saying “yea yea yea i like that”. 😐

More recently i lowered my standards and just wanted a caring sexual relationship (after two years of celibacy) because i was tired of my only sexual experience was being raped by demons. But again he Ghosted.

So I give my love life over to God. I’m done with being played and im done with being in sexual spiritual bondage.

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