I am overwhelmed with “spirituality” because of “schizophrenia” and these Demonic voices.
Like doing all these deliverance prayers and trying to claw my way out of some simulated hell IS NOT my Spirituality.
And drawing the Demonic alien rapist dudes is also not my Spirituality.
I also allowed for lessons to gently unfold. And they might have been silent but they were always deep and profound.
I’m just so tired of trying to get rid of this demons who are physically attacking me now …….. that I don’t get to worship and be thankful in my own way cause I’m too busy trying not to loose my cool.