I noticed my mom seemed kind of bummed out. She’s not the kind of person to tell her emotions so I figured just do something.
My first thought was to maybe tell my dad to do something nice for my mom via text. But then I realized I didn’t have my wifi number anymore. So then I thought I would get her some flowers, even though flowers seem lame maybe they will cheer her up. The voices quickly pounce on me.
Voice 1: I’m tired of this pedophile incest bitch……
Voice 2: what’s wrong with getting flowers for her mother? (This “voice of reason” recently emerged when I stopped fighting with them both. Really I don’t trust it and it’s no different than the other)
Voice 1: (screaming) Die bitch. Your mothers going to die.
Me: I can’t believe I actually have to listen to this shit.
So because I wanted to do something positive and nice I had to hear about how my mom was going to die for little bit after all of that.
I later proceed to go out and buy my mom flowers with my last $10, just to cheer her up a bit. She does so much not sure if she wasn’t feeling appreciated.