So, I have noticed the slightest difference in my surroundings when I close channel meditate mostly with my hands.
Its like what ever this entity is … It makes it a little more difficult for it to project.
What we deem a curse, ghost, “schizophrenia”, these “outward” experiences seem to take more effort. Is it me? Nope. Is it something in me or attached? Totes!
I just wanted to make that note here.
Sucky part is my personality has TONS of motivation but lack “discipline” , unless I can see it fully applying to my life. If that makes any sense. So sitting in a close loop meditation is kinda difficult. I could barely do my ho’ponopono last night because my sister kept interrupting me.
Its not her fault though. Its not her fault I’m going through this. I remind myself any other moment there would be no problem.
Anyways. Just a note.