Prior to this, I wouldn’t say my thoughts were 100% amazing. I mean I worried (mostly about being used), rarely got angry, maybe sassy, read a few conspiracy theories here and there never cared enough to believe them.
Mostly tried to be helpful and “good”. And I would say a majority of my life was focused on the positive. Slowly allowing my self to reach my personal goals with out pressure.
So what exactly is going on?
I’m stumped on this one. I am seriously at a loss. I’ve looked at every thought, every bad deed that I may have done and nothing adds up to this experience.
I’ve tried so many approached and nothing is helping much. So this is making less and less sense…. At the same time clearing out a lot of confusion.