If you can’t tell from the titles of my posts I am a huge music buff. Since all of this hearing screaming and lyrics all being directed toward some instance in my brief relationship with my ex (“twin flame”), I haven’t been able to truly enjoy digging for music as I use to.
I mean I can listen to anything from trap to classical.
Either way, right now the entity is at a volume say ….. 15% ish like it turns up on the TV at night when it wants to play. Or does that whole dramatic screaming thing. But the one that is (I think) is projecting all of this nonsense that’s actually attached to me doesn’t want to speak directly much now.
Just drive me insane with these false characters (idk I call them energy bubbles). While it trying to control MY THINKING and response. So it uses these other things as a way to distract me so that it can influence my response.
Same themes. Child abuse, My Ex, (are the most talked about) but also just plain old disgusting sexual stuff, death, illness, racism, threats.
I mean I can take a dirty joke here or there but SHIT!
So now its in hiding again.
When I found out it wasn’t God (I mean I knew that but whatever), Jesus, Alien, My EX, shit mother fucker ain’t even important enough to be SATAN.
So when I started asking WHO are you?
WHAT are you?
It started turning down in volume cause it done ran through everyone and I disproved it.
Now it wants to quietly run my show.
But no fuck that it needs to go back to where ever it came from. It needs to leave.
I wish I would have recorded my body earlier but oh well. Like all this electric noises should not be coming from my head and vagina.
So I want to make sure this thing is GONE no more hiding and waiting after I worked so hard to fuck my life up.