That means EVERYTHING.
Everything said, didn’t say, thought, didn’t think, do or didn’t do, seen or didnt see, believe or don’t believe will be and can be used against you.
WHY? To confuse the shit out of you!
I look at (most things) things from its purest form. To understand.
I look at these concepts of karma, or past lives, or religion, or mythology, in its purest form was for healing and or preservation.
Its when all this other stuff cones in a clouds its meaning and intention.
Say religion/ belief of any sorts…. Is kinda the first form of science and expression of psychology.
But then comes power …. And you can draw your own conclusions from there.
My beliefs were used against me in this experience. Whether it was/is beliefs in the “spirit world” or God, morals, politics etc. Good or bad…. They were all used to my demise ….. For pain and torture.
For instance this thing acted as my grandpa twice in my 20s …. I held this moment special… I thought my grandfather or papa legba was watching over me. Or something to that extent. It wasn’t developed thought as it was a passing moment. But it was this demon/ spirit/ voice/ broken part of my brain. Whatever.
To my demise (against me) because it was untrue. It was false. It was not my grandfather …. Or legba (both wore hats that’s why I was confused). It was a test of my nativity….. And I’m sooooooooooooooooooooooooo dumb.
So I’m stuck here between truth and ignorance.
Not a fun place to be. Its painful. Sometimes …. Often I wish for the dream……. the ignorance back. Obvious reasons. But what is truth? I’m not trying to burst anyone’s bubble… I mean that can be dangerous with out proper preparation. But do we ever truly get to prepare for life? Sometimes.
Just trying to stay grounded and authentic.