What is it?

I’ve “shredded” so much ideas. 

Revealed so much of my truth.

I’ve lost so much….. Gave up so much. 

I stood strong in the face of evil even if I was laying down.

I prayed. I keep it in my heart.

I researched until everything made no sense and yet it felt all connected.

I kept it simple in the midst of the lies. 

I cried.

I listened.

I gave compassion and rage.

And yet I do not understand what keeps this Entity……. This demon here. What is it?

What is it?

Why is it about jumping through hoops?

I know who I am.

I don’t need to fucking prove it.

Ascension or awakening is NOT about being tortured, tormented …… Re-traumatized.


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