I’ve “shredded” so much ideas.
Revealed so much of my truth.
I’ve lost so much….. Gave up so much.
I stood strong in the face of evil even if I was laying down.
I prayed. I keep it in my heart.
I researched until everything made no sense and yet it felt all connected.
I kept it simple in the midst of the lies.
I gave compassion and rage.
And yet I do not understand what keeps this Entity……. This demon here. What is it?
What is it?
Why is it about jumping through hoops?
I know who I am.
I don’t need to fucking prove it.
Ascension or awakening is NOT about being tortured, tormented …… Re-traumatized.