I hope God forgives me for allowing this entity, this dark energy to interfere with my life, my gifts, my relationships. I hope he can forgive me for the visions I had no choice in seeing and can not unsee. For the inability to protect myself from the sensations, from the thoughts that do not feel are mine. For truth known and unknown. For anytime that my words did not match my love for God.
I hope God can forgive me in this experience for this experience. I wouldn’t want anyone to feel this, to hear this, to know this, to see it. Not even my worse enemy.
I have to also forgive and accept my vulnerability. I am not a rock.
This is the prayer that I will always hold in my heart.