What will probably hurt more later than now…..
What hurts and yet hasn’t penitrait…. hasn’t sunken in…. because I will never know….
Because I had to stay stronger than I actually am…..
Because the disillusionment was too deep…
That in the end…. of all of this….
My ex (twin flame) and I will probably never be together or even speak.
Because I went crazy because of this entity.
I had to stop myself from crying. I’ve cried too much for too long already.
Maybe it will all sense one day…..today… it doesnt…. today it still hurts.
But I can’t let this halt my life more than it already has.