Winter is coming!!!
I have been in static mode trying to figure out wtf was/ is happening to me for like 5 months …… now I’m just restless.
Ironic when everyone else is on down time I just want to run a muck.
I would normally go to the gym but I gave up my membership (along with everything else).
I would normally read some esoteric shit on the internet or youtube but my entity friend over here doesn’t like it. So much for vegging out on Ancient Aliens.
Been drawing a little bit…. But my imaginations been infiltrated.
So…………… I don’t know what to do. I slept like half a year away while living a nightmare.
I want to live…. Truly live! Accountably! For my actual shit.
Bored. Craving connection and/or occupation.