Renee told me”no one can take your blessings away.”
But aparrently something can. The spirit told me that the blessings were a curse … And that I would be this way for the rest of my life and that I would live a life of destitute. “Your whole life has been a fuck you”
“I don’t care who you are.”
So amongst the constant chatter how do I envoke positive thinking. All day I bicker and defend myself against this spirit. However that does no go. They say this is about changing your perception … But how?
Reading became hard as the spirit would shift my eyes and read faster than me and tell me I’m stupid so ….. That was mainly when I was reading the bible.
Still in the thick of the forest. No real answers. Just a bunch of questions, uncontrollable feelings, constant chatter.